Sunday, April 30, 2006

addedwithas

the past week have been very tiring...with all the planning goin on for stamimania...but..finally it's over! stamimania was successful without any cock up and heaven was very kind not to rain...one burden off my mind =]

i misinterpreted your goodness and didnt appreciate you..sorry..although i know sorry wont help much..i was jus too insensitive..it hurts me to see you like that =[

addedwithas

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Random post

been awhile since i last posted..went for my ns medical checkup on mon...heng kenna graded pes A...actually the test is like quite fun leh..must complete all the stations...like playing game like that..wahahah..but i not enough time to do the comp test sia..sians lor...now praying hard that things go the way i want it to and i get what i want

i dont like it when you think you know everything..when u actually dont know anything at all la..why must u keep making me do things i dun like to do..and always take it out on me..i really dun like it

to 05s15 guys who ran the 12x100 and 4x100...we ran well and tried our best...jus that our competitors were better...now 4x100 confirm qualify..lets win a medal! =]

15 apr was nice =]

bowling comp and 4x100...must win!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Kx Birthday

7th april, kx birthday...it was a night filled with laughter and stupid moments..haha..enjoyed the nite out man...will never forget kx's face when he took out the baby barney softtoy we gave him...wahahaha! press the stomach and it will sing 'i love you,you love me,wouldnt you say you love me too.....can i have a hug?' haha!damn spastic and cute..hehe..we had dinner at billy bombers...atmosphere there was fantastic...sad to say that the working efficiency there wasnt as great..they lost out orders and had to wait for a long time for our food...but well...overall it was not bad la...gaps coming back liao..cant wait for our next outing =D

hmm...i tot i had alot to blog about...how come now all forget liao -_-"

well, all these while i been slacking and not doin anywork or training...die liao la...common test coming up...napfa coming up also...oh no...i'm so dead la.in terms of homework i was like so many leagues behind everyone else...as for fitness level...i dropped like siao...getting old liao...lol..our class qualified for 12x100,4x100 and 4x400 for sports day...i want to win something this year...but our chances dont look very promising...nvm ba..try out best!

better stop giving excuses or complaining and start training and doin work.

mon was soccer match-tpjc vs rjc...all i can say is that the refree is damn kayu la...he can go home sleep la...it's so bloody obvious that he's biased towards rjc la...we were obviously the better team and should have deserved to win or at least draw...all lost to that damn it penalty...we were fouled THREE times in our penalty box and nothing was done about it...and everytime the rjc people fall down only the ref calls foul while our players are flying left right and the ref didnt do anything about it...bak jiu tia stamp de lao ku jiao...see the match can make u dui one lor..haha

next 2 weeks gonna be busy..stamimania is coming up..loads of stuff needs to be done...not that i feel like doin anything for odac budden have to...sometimes i'm jus so sick of odac...i dread meetings and i dread activities and i dread the people and i dread the teacher in charge...nobody's fault...jus my fault maybe...

anyways...everyone must sign up for stamimania k?hehe

oh ya...a few days ago i found out the reason why liao...makes me dislike them and dislike myself even more lor...sigh
thats y i'm afarid to give my very best and give my everything..wth

stay tuned for entry on food =]



baby barney

kx was so excited that he tried to eat his candle

until we told him not to...budden he still refuses to use his fork

A.X.N-I.M.H reunion!

we were bored..so we made...whipped volcanoe!

told you we were bored =D



depressed tak looking longingly at justin

chio right?hehe...use my cam phone one...mine mine mine!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

better but not much better

the stupid damn feeling is still there...but i've been telling myself not to think about it.

not that easy though.

thanks dear for comforting and cheering me up =]

i pity my blog...become the place where i fa xie..haha

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Feeling Argh

feeling argh these few days...wats argh? i dunno...wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i think i goin siao liao...hmm...next time see me if u sense anything wrong pls stay away k?cos i might jus go crazy and kick u in the butt...haha...i really shouldnt have missed out that guy kicking hubert's ass la...oh man..i can imagine with his face and his voice and action...i think i would have been laughing for hours lor...see la...the result of ponning lessons

hmm...
i used to think that i'm good at certain things...
i used to think that i can lead well...
i used to think that i'm smarter than average people...
i used to think that i have the solution to make everything work out


it's not the case after all =]

i'm no good at anything =]

inferior is the word

thanks dear for trying to cheer me up...really appreciate it =] but the damn feeling is just not goin away..bleahs

Monday, April 03, 2006

Tiring weekend

last fri and sat was the odac orientation camp..it was quite a success without any obvious cock up...the night orienteering was the best!wahahahahaha...everything went according to plan and the timing was jus right too with the cooling weather...hehe

after the camp had to go for grandmum birthday and then have to go chua chu kang 'qing ming' till 2am like that...wa lau..by the time i reached home i was zombie liao lor...really bth bth bth...didnt really felt like goin for the qing ming thingy one..but kenna force by lao bu..so bo pian lor..bleahs

i really wanna compile a list of all the food that i think is nice...lol...but lazy ar...ahhhhhhhhhhhh...hmm...oh ya! lost is nice! we should all watch lost and get lost together..hehe

cant wait for fri...we gonna go out and have fun ya?wahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaahhaha

seriously ar..i think one cannot think too much...if not will really become siao one lor...but that's easier said then done
Sometimes i just feel so inferior lor...i dunno why am i this way...but i jus damn it feel that way and the best part i dunno wat to do about how i feel..sighs