27 apr 2008

outfield was tiring,esp the stupid march there and back.struggled to complete
came back with foot rot,heat rash and bites all over.then again whats new.

reached home only yesterday afternoon and i will be back in a couple of hours time-preparing for tomorrow's field camp.

yesterday i was COS cum sig ic cum armskote.thank goodness it was only yesterday.

i wanna go for IPSC!then i can relax.at least for 8 days.haha.


tired.but hanging on.lets see how long can i last.wahaha



MIKE --> LOW

20 apr 2008

i've just received the ability to receive more sai kang.lol.you might think it's not the right way to look at a promotion,but thats exactly how i feel.initially i rejoiced(mainly because of the $$$), but when reality starts to sink in,it can seriously be depressing.with great power comes great responsibility.what a suitable phrase.i can feel the tremendous pressure building up already.just hope that i dont buckle under it.

everyweek end when i meet my friends,i'm reminded of the cold hard fact that majority of them are leading a non-combatant life.shortly after that i'll have to deal with what i'll call the silent scream.lol.one day that silent scream will turn into a shrill sharp scream.wahaha.i dont think anyone will really understand.

sometimes it's better to slack and chao geng.

how nice it will be to just run far far away.away from all troubles.

to just suck it up and do whats required of you-something thats just so hard to achieve many a times

depressed.lol