certain events witnessed just makes you sad
most of the time there's nothing much you can do about it

i'm flying soon.
rather under-preped
but oh well its a trip for me to enter the new year with a bang!haha

emo

lets stay positive.aja aja fighting! =]

for the efforts i've put in, i'm glad
i survived.by some miracle
next sem sat sat laiiiii

since young, i've never really excelled in any sports
maybe i became slightly better at endurance sports like adventure races
but no, it's always been jack of all trades and master of none

this time, i'm out to win

its a cold boxing day at nanyang circle
lazyyyyyyyyyyyy

mike low

merry xmas!
woke up to a headache
i'm in a fuzzy state
what should i do next?
i'm broke =[

i farking cannot believe it
i seriously cannot believe it
thankfully there are some modules that are already assigned to me
i'm seriously farking pissed with myself
farkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
alex goh you suck
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
FARKING WANT TO SHOUT OUT LOUD.
fark.

time and tide waits for no man
i'm man

dec is here but not to stay
its flashing by faster than i can say 'no time'


i just wanna say that you were awesome


i wanna take photoooooooooooo.haha

poverty is relative
time is relative
evil is relative
need is relative
nice is relative

relativity is relative


and so dec begins
i'm placing high hope
no, not on anything else
but on this month
i shall not disappoint myself
neither will i disappoint those around me

i have 24 hours a day
and use 24 hours i shall


foundations foundations
lay em well and ye shall prosper

i just wanna scream my lungs out

ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR

=]

headache headache
=[

fuck.i feel damn bad.
how could i have forgotten

HYPER TTM SIA
i need to calm down.lol

my brain feels dead now
i'll be lying if i tell you that i'm not worried for the paper tmr
but i wont allow myself to panic
i never did and never will
with almost everyone done or finishing with their papers
it's really kind of hard to concentrate
so much to express
so much to do
its killing me, this anticipation inside of me
slowly munching away my confidence

i know this feeling all too well
but this time its larger in magnitude
we all hate uncertainties dont we
well at least i do


as i learn from my notes
certain things are time dependent
actually most things are
the early bird catches the worm yes?
maybe not


it's all about feel ya.haha

BORED

sometimes we drift.
reasons varying
excuses aplenty
what matters most is that we get back
no?


econs maths physics over
relief relief
but i musnt forget that i still have mat and life sci

its 1-232S for the next 7 days
but i will never be alone
nope 'cos i have 400d with me!

you guys never fail to brighten up my day
tunta ttm ftw

90% petrified 10% motivated
alex goh ftw


motivation motivation

0132. i've got a paper @ 9 later and i'm still up
woohoooo this totally rocks
esp when i ended my previous paper @ 1930, just hours ago
1 down
4 to slaughter
mtl
koon


i look towards my bed and see the kitten sleeping on it (y)

tomorrow is the beginning of the end
exams are no big deal
after all you get 'em every half a year
whatever happens,life goes on
when i see my friends stressed out over exams
i feel like giving them a hug
and tell them 'you're not alone.'


having said that
i'm still worried
LOL


i'm trying to think of something happy that happened in the past few days
can't seem to recall any
hmm. maybe eating korean food?
haha
dec is gonna be another stressful month
but the stress takes another form
thank god for that
but stress is stress
i wanna go on a holiday!
mtl


there are people blasting music and watching movies upstairs at this very moment
must be the side effects of exam stress

its as though my life came to a standstill
i miss my friends
together with every other fun activity that exists on this land(and sea)
next sem, i'm determined not to let history repeat itself

a sense of emptiness

=[

fort 232 ftw

keep going.stay strong.

will it ever be possible?

the world shuts him out
no
he shuts himself out
away from everything else
gloom


光良 - 第一次


九天

yet another unproductive day
feel like screaming
fuck man
aint no way am i giving up
without a good fight

as eller puts it
we must give the cao caos and zhu ge liangs a run for their money

the smile on your face
is my motivation
*yawns*

felt better after seeing you
don't know why
but it was short lived

rainy days

problems with a P

i left my house with foodstuff and all
tot that it was alright as i was driving
but pang seh found me
ended up like a construction worker going back to dorm
thanks man

just as i was about to go thru the floodgate i realised that i left my phone on the car
dumbfounded, i was at a loss
for a moment that was
borrowed a phone and got mine back

deadline was at 10pm
decided to S/U at 9.30pm
submitted
opted out at 9.59pm
drama ttm


17 more days
i really have no time to waste
objective objective
time for lala land

thanks guys for the cake =]

it's nobody's fault

fuck the world man

but that wouldn't solve the problem

it's just like a relationship issue

screams

looking around
couples are all 'round
niceee (y)


woke up to a ##$% headache today
gloomy start to a new day
was feeling lethargic and all
thankfully kushinbo made me feel better
(although i'm feel sleepy now)
if only it was like that
every single day

came back from a walk

looked thru my travel photos

realised i miss travelling badly

the feeling of scaling a mountain is ji shuangs

up there, you're cut off from worldy affairs

stress free, your worry is how to tackle your next meal

soak in thy serenity and enjoy the free aircon

delirious

poor doctor

you gave sg a shock when news of your death reached us

but thats not gonna stop me from diving

not when there are still cute nemos swimming around

yes, i miss diving as much as mountian climbing

have i mentioned that i miss travelling?

time check

0622.good morning world

sometimes we don't talk
sometimes we miss out
sometimes we forget
but that doesn't mean that sometimes we don't care
i care.

i feel bad saying no.
but sometimes that word is a necessary evil


i must remain positive
and
i shall win this war


i got lucky with econs today
i forsee a slaughter approaching

i must booms
its all about me~
lmao
just kidding

its all about us =]

a plan of some sort
i really hope for it to be like booms
hahahaha



i had a really really nice dream last night
its been awhile


good things are worth the wait


i'm scared
really

i have no shit idea about what to do for my 21st.
its just 2 weeks away and no plans formed yet
guess its too late to plan for a party
zzzzzzzzz

i've been hitting the bed at 5+am for since goodness knows when
as judgement day inches nearer and my worrying increases exponentially
i'm at a loss at times
sometimes i just wanna drop everything else and concentrate on my studies
budden again i know i cant do it

i've debated with myself for the n-th time on the decision to go mt k
finally the decision is made
now for the hardest part
finding sponsorship.HAHA

i wanna swim with nemos and laze by the blue blue sea too =[

my 'want' list is ever refreshing and growing longer
but i think i need a lens badly
time to train hard and earn that 400 babe

a whole shit load of thoughts are swimming in my head
i just cant seem to pen 'em all down
maybe because it's 0402 now.
fark i overshot my bedtime again
i shall sleep early tmr
yes i will


nic i really hope you like that video cos i don't know if you've seen it yet

humans are complex creatures. it's a wonderful world
0406.good night.

i dont feel like going for party
but must show face
show face impt
LOL
sian

i hate this feeling

it builds up and then collapses

with hope in your heart.

hope is there but the desired outcome is not

ah wadever.

would you walk with me?

i just finished a tutorial where i see the word stress on every page
cos the chp's about stress-strain of materials.LOL
having done that tut, i'm still light years behind

studies aside, i think i'm coping just fine, though there are loads of co-cirr things to do
there's barely time for anything else
sometimes i just feel like giving up
but of course i'll never let myself do that

time to tune my mind into the eqm fitness= wittiness model
determination,hardwork and focus
words can only bring you that far
words are nothing without action
but then again, sometimes,
words can be a powerful weapon

it'll be nice to have someone there for you
but you have to be a nice for someone to be there for you
where's someone?

daydream daydream
my sandcastles built in the air are filled with travelling pictures
time and money are my limiting factors
having to worry about my sch misc fees
i dont see myself swimming with nemos anytime soon =[

time check-0257
good morning world

i wanted to blog
so much to rant

but decided that it's a waste of time

blah

had an awesome trip
it was an apt time for reflections and pondering
made me realise that i miss travelling.alot.

almost half of my recess week is gone and i have yet to accomplish much
zomg.better buck up!

it was a nice chat! =]

design design
i need ideas not deadlines
i need management not failure
i need motivation not procastination


things that makes me happy

time check-0526
gambatte

1214-i'm up for barely an hour
my 2 quizzes are in a couple of hours
i burned multiple hours last night doing hall stuff
and i need to cramp hours of knowledge into this supercomputer of mine
just give me 48 hours
pls


recess week is recess no week

it started a bad week

thank god it ended okie

i guess thats what mishaps are here for

to make us appericate the good things happening in our lives

looking ahead, it's gonna be a crazy week

then again, whats new

getting a complete and rewarding education sure is expensive

i want to do up my room and watch movies in it =D

hey mum, thanks for all that you've done. you're not perfect but you've given me everything that you could and provided me with support that I can never thank you enough for. sometimes i feel guilty just thinking of it. oh well, just wanna let you know that you rock =]

sometimes you're trapped and you have no idea how to break free

it sucks you know

time check- 0631 and I've got a long day ahead

alex over but not out

gambateh!

no news of wallet.YET.it has to be YET
now my phone's giving me bad vibes too
moon cake selling was like zomg time consuming
tempted to share some with neighbours but oh well, my wallet's not with me right now
thats just too bad huh
dinner at cant 5 was quite bad.food sense.


social dilemma social dilemma
tsk tsk


should i care?

no photo today

not in the mood,not in the mood

lappie crashed,wallet lost, not to mention lots of quizz coming up

and of course a couple of other reasons

okie. actually i'm feeling quite depressed but i'm telling myself not to. with determination and peserverance i shall overcome the odds and emerge stronger!

all pray for me k.actually for my wallet and lap top.

and quizz.haha

sometimes in life,shit happens at the wrong moment.fml

my throat is full of phlegm
my occasional cough is warning me of the oncoming sick spell that's gonna hit me
sian

soldier on ba!

wings are symbols of freedom
away from everything
was supposed to study hard for the past 2 days
i ended up engaging in severe htht-ing with several people
not to mention that i slept my day away

confusion and frustration are 2 words that are lingering on my mind at the moment


time check 5.04am
another all nighter
alex out.

090909

090909 090909 sure was refreshing

not because i missed lectures in the morning

nor was it because i tasted a f-ing digusting cupnoodle in the afternoon

but because i spent that particular time catching a touching movie

(it was the last screening of the movie of the last day in the last cinema.haha)

it was nice to hit town after so long

although the duration was short

nevertheless we were out of pulau ntu for a few precious hours

ah lian beehoon was delicious (and sinful) =D

roomies =]

a night of glitz and glamour, fun and laughter
and so it ends
a month of sleepless nights
a month of effort
a month of suppers
somehow it kinda feels like a dream to me
like as though it never happened

hmmmm.looking at the photos,
i'm starting to miss the pageant people already
saddedddddddddddd.haha

there are many people who played a part in making the show a success, big or small.
-the pageant co-ords who were always there, grooming and training all of us
not to mention help us find matching clothes and solutions to our problems
-apple and mel for squeezing us into your already tight schedule to teach us dance
-the hall ball comm for giving us a chance to gain this experience
-chipmunks! for the ever strong support that you guys have given us. you guys rock!!
-shu jing and wan qing for coming up with the moves for our skit dance
-the rest of the contestants for all the encouragement and laughter we've shared
-my roomie who've been silently supporting me and helping out for the skit

and of course my partner.without that wonderful gal who was able to withstand my nonsense..the show wouldnt have been possible =]


new commitments are gonna come in very soon
i need to start catching up on work too




-just like a fairytale

the show is in a few hours time
gambateh! =]

as the moon sets and the sun rises
admire thy tranquility, less the crickets

the last day of training sorta just ended like not too long ago
thank goodness i woke up at 2pm
so i guess i'm not feeling the fatigue effect
yet.

i wanna makan breakfast!!
and may i be blessed not to fall prey to my bed before my lessons =X

my room's in a mess now.hahaha

excess of something aint great i guess


today was odac sub-comm interview.the results should be out in a couple of days
hall ball?unisus?hall prob?block rep?
i dont know
all i know is that i wanna play badmintion tmr.haha


missing lessons aint healthy you know
yes i know i know
i will catch up
i MUST catch up

i need my monthly chic-ching
i really should find an alt source of income

yesterday.

the air feels morbid
the rain complements it
it's a gloomy day

i don't know what to type but i just feel like filling this space with meaningless alphabets

when you have to stop and do a reality check, chances are that things ain't looking good

i just feel like stoning my night away

lets take a walk for a minute

and always look on the bright side of life!

went for my first short jog on campus last night
though short it sure was refreshing
budden stuffed myself full again today.haha
feeling damn fat now!
cant wait to get a running cap
nua-ing in hall over fri was quite shiok
of course it'll be nicer without all the pressure from tutorials and quiz

lvp match was nice!
we showed them that we're the comeback kings!
laughed ourselves silly
something i haven been doing for quite awhile.lol

list of things i'll love to do now:
-cycle
-play badmintion
-run
-shoot
-laugh myself silly once again! muahahaha


oh well, its gonna be another packed week
once again it's back to pulau ntu

life's gonna be great!
i hope.haha

training's becoming more fun!

=]

omg 3-1
cant believe it
that aint a positive contribution to my morale level
i'm still struggling to keep up with school work

sometimes i really just wish that i can read people's minds

it's all just a game of chase


i really miss those carefree days!


we rarely meet and we rarely talk!
so sad so sad
hopefully it wont be like this soon

i'm feeling down
downside downside

siannnnnnnnn


nevermind.i shall tell myself that tmr will be a better day


i must say sorry to my roomie, for not being in the room like practically all the time.haha.and thanks for everything!
recover soon ya! =]

life's really been busy.
i hardly have time for studying
school's great
just take away the studying.LOL
lovin hall life!
but i need more time...

bitter heart.nice =D

choices choices choices
worried worried worried
packed packed packed

in the end its all about finding the right balance

i just hope everything works out =]

Hall camp was fantastic!
10 hrs of sleep for 5 days.nice! -_-"
games that were scored on the innovation factor
fright night that was surprisingly real
SP night that was so so grand
Cheer fight that was so memorable
not to forget new friends that I'll be seeing around!

shit. now I cant decide between odac and hall
LOL
anw it's gonna be a mad rush

outing and outing
needa clean up my hall room
not to mention school's gonna start!

alittle confused right now
maybe i'm alittle thrown off course
i just dont know what to make out of life

i shd stop wasting my life away

foot camp is over
i enjoyed laughing myself silly
and making new friends
and playing lame but fun games

lvp match is over
5 goals sure made the match vfm
its was fun cheering and soaking in the atmosphere
but i really wanted that lanyard.haha


hall camp is coming
and i haven even unpack my bag from foot
its gonna be another week of fun and laughs
i hope
kinda sian of this kinda stuff already
really salute those who can tahan 3 camps


for now i need to focus on waking up for malaysia tmr!
it's gonna be a wonderful short getaway!


so much to unpack, pack and buy.
zzzzz

I'm gonna miss home

Pack unpack, pack unpack, pack unpack.

it's quite fun actually.

or is it?


its time for wild wild wet!

my presence is like a drug that might cease to be of use one day.
what would happen then?

watched a documentary on those elderly peddling the streets, selling tissue to make ends meet.
one of the many sad facades of life


shit.feeling hungry.haha

To be able to control your bike like your own hands and legs

To be able to ensure that your body survives and performs during the race

To infinity, and beyond.

i passed!
finally, a load off my chest!

and i drove for the first time after i got my class 3!wahahaha
it was so fun can. thanks eller!
now i know why people get so hooked onto driving
but sadly my family dont own a car

and now i can understand why people dump their bikes for their cars
however, that's something i dont see myself doing
nope, not because i dont have a car
but cycling is something that i'll never give up
at least not in the near future!

i love my class 3



i love my bike.
even more

it felt so great to attack the road once again after a month+ long absence
still recovering.hai.
as always, cycling never fail to make my day
my throbbing headache was gone with the wind


oakley m frame-sexyyyyyyyy
and expensive.lol

well it seems that i might not be going for any camps.haha.

i love my bike.

cough cough go away.
i'm exhibiting syndromes of a terminally ill patient.
ZZ.
k la not that bad, just that this persistent cough of mine is getting to my nerves

mountain climbing - checked
beach resort - checked
shopping & food galore - checked

i'm gonna make my next trip a blue blue one!
missing sea turtles badly.

i need to get rid of the char kuay tiao and lok lok that are making themselves comfy in my tummy
how to?
*cough cough*

i weak.
need strength
back
.

i miss cycling
i miss diving
i miss running
i miss taking photographs
i miss travelling
i miss seeing the numbers grow in my savings account



=[

it sucks to fall sick
seems like all the colours have been washed away
torture in its purest form
i dont even feel like stepping out of my home.
lets just pray that it has nothing to do with the terrorist whose tentacles have reached almost every corner of the globe.

Lombok was amazing!

for photos please refer to www.flickr.com/lifeimprints

Penang-KL is confirmed

time to train!


as school inches closer, my fears grow.

BLOGGING LIVE FROM LOMBOK!

internet at 400rp per min.LOL

the trip's been fabulous so far.

love.

I hate.

LMAO

with all that hype surrounding the much anticipated GSS
with all the great offers splashed over pages in the papers
don't you just wish that you have that extra buck in your wallet to spare?
i sure do


=[

simply gorgeous

with the on goin recession
conspicuous consumption is conspicuous in its absence
how true


the searing heat is drowning us in our own sweat
how nice it would be to frolick in snow now
FTW
lets all support climate change!

(by switching to energy efficient air-con
and not TOTALLY ignore the wonders of thy ice-box =P)

we all have much to learn from the women team that recently reached the pinnacle of mountain climbing. Their completion of the highest challenge nature has to offer is indeed priceless. whats more awe-inspiring is their journey in doing it, from a team made of tens of members, reduced to a mere 6 women team.

many wrote them off from the start, citing that it was a near impossible mission.

i love it when determination prevails over daunting odds.

my heart skipped a beat when i read that rinjani's been closed due to an increase in volcanic activities.
thankfully it's been partially reopened.
i'm keeping my fingers crossed.
its gonna be fun!


photos from my vivitar:

photos from my lca:

photos from 450d:

Ride of silence 09:

well, imho it was quite a poorly organised event.

more announcements and perhaps a banner would certainly boost the overall feel of the event.

the ride leaders aint that proficient either.

many aspects of my life dont feel in order

its high time i take 5 and do some re-org

i've wasted enough of my 20 years

youth aint here to stay!


procastination always gets the better of me

frustration

many events to look forward to! =]

i bowled my worst comp ever yesterday
i dont deserve that trophy
i was utterly disappointed with myself
=[



man do i miss travelling
i miss australia
=[

my one month 3 days affair with oldtown has finally come to an end
nope.tears are not welling up 'cos i'm FREE.haha
alright here it goes again
and so the decline of my saving account begins

macham ord sia.LOL

time to enjoy life

today was kinda like a bloodbath
there was 6 service crew till 9pm
after 9, there were only dennis and I left for service
that was also when the people started coming in
it was full house with a queue
drinks were spilled, cutleries spewed across the floor
we were flying all over the house, dealing with unreasonable customers
not entirely their fault actually
Old Town's lack-of-manpower issue shows its impact at times like this
but some of them simply deserved to be fucked and thrown into the rubbish chute
scums of society
so what if you pay service charge
I'll be more than glad to change your service charge into coins and throw them in your face
nevertheless, we gained experience tonight by the tons. level up! =D


3 more days!


my wishlist seems to be ever growing
if only thats the case with my bank account
with this puny amount of life fuel in my hands
i'm determined to live my dreams!
gambatei!
=]

to hell with all you rich kias who think you're everything
'cos i dont give a flying fuck




supernatural
heroes
lost
kindachi
golden bowl
toyko express




a 6 days land tour in nippon land
followed by 4 days of diving in the maldives
accompaning that would be a 10 days europe backpacking trip
to end it off with an ascent to the submit of a mountain in nepal
drools
*bubble burst*
shit. back to work!

i've been yearning to blog
wanting to release everything onto this virtual outlet of mine
but procastination and laziness got the better of me.lol


work sucks. i've been dragging my pedals to old town every single day.
its has been particularly frustrating for the past few days.
i was supposed to change shift, but some mis comm among the red shirts saw me missing hb's birthday
and now i will be doing closing for like 2 weeks straight?
with some OT here and there
ah well.its really depressing
yea depressing is the word
furthermore at the end of this i know i wont be getting a fat paycheck
of course there's more to it contributing to the depression part
sometimes maybe it's just my fault
sometimes i'll just blame it on luck
nvm, i shall be optimistic!


some customers are just plain fucked up
they dont understand
neither do they care
so what if you're rich
but then again, you cant blame them cos they're paying service charge
well,lemme tell you.on the waiter's part, its not worth the service charge.lol
most are ok though
next time, i must remember not to get a f&b job at such a busy outlet
or a job with 6 days work week
shit man, was deceived by the 8hrs thingy.lol
nevertheless, it's a great experience!

i've been doing quite alot of thinking
my mind's in a whirl thanks to all that
i think should pen down my thoughts
before they evaporate into thin air.lol


i cant wait to go for a holiday
i would love to go for holidayS
budden again, thy importance of $.lol
now i know how hard it is to earn money
its gonna be a sweet climb with my hard earned bucks.wahaha


ahh i think i'm affected by golden bowl and tokyo express.haha
dreaming of places to go for honeymoney already.wth.
i should wake myself up!


speaking of dreams.i really dont want to live my life dreaming about my dreams.haa



when the odds are against you,what would you do?
i'll tell myself to push on and beat the odds
gambateh!

fuck man.i was so looking forward to the trip
nvm.i will make it happen

blue indicates empty seats
we only see this 2 times a day
opening and closing
zzzz.



oh man, i've been dreaming.
dreaming about mountain climbing
dreaming about diving
dreaming about cycling
dreaming about ironman
i don't wanna be 30 and still dreaming =[



Team Hoyt-Be inspired


the only difference between a hill and a mountain is something called attitude

i did it!
i survived the 2 races
thankfully i'm on off today.lol



SMU Ad Race!

I felt so disappointed that we were SO close to coming in 1st!

100 over teams in our cat and we were like leading 90% of the way!

It was like letting you hold the prize and then taking it away from you.LOL

Damn i hate racing in parks. Deja Vu of bike quest a few years back but we managed to recover in time then.

We could have been a $500 watch richer!

zZZZzz

Nevertheless, I'm proud of us being able to push on despite the cramps and fatigue!

Next time.we will nail the catch. muhahahaha

Raw Dualthon!

it felt as though i went to hell and back.

the last 10km was macham a run thru satan's garden.

for a moment i thought i was running the great gobi desert run.LOL

but i enjoyed it!

it was a really memorable race..there were quite a few times during the race that i wanted to give up

the loops were quite mentally torturing and the finish line just seemed to be in the far distant no matter how much i ran

my body was crying stop but my mind said no!wahaha

3h32min20sec

excceded my own expectations i must say

adrenaline rushing

blood pumping

a wave of delirious excitment took me by surprise

to race among the best

shiok

=]

photos from the diving trip!
mixture of 450d and t-10 with some from gab and thomas's cameras



dive master!

gearing up

ready to go!

the first thing i saw lying on the seabed during my first dive!

ain't it amazing!

freedom!

dead coral-tourism and pollution.

your best friend underwater.lol

classic footprints in the sand

my stand on pollution

the porter in the morning

the same porter in the afternoon.LOL.

power eh?

bird prints in the sand =D

one last look the place!

met with this storm on the way back.the waters was damn choppy and the wind was fierce

furthermore we were sitting on level 2 which was semi open air

but we remained dry!wahaha.thank goodness we managed to get the middle seats. those at the sides were drench to the max =D




i'm now certified to dive!muhahahaha

the course was great with nice company and good weather that came with it

think we were quite blessed.haha

finally i was able to get my ass outta singapore, even if it was for 2 days.

made new friends, learnt new skills.

saw cuttlefish,nemos,pufferfish and many other wonders of the underwater world.

OH YA WE SAW DOLPHINS! at least 5 of them swimming just say 10m away from our boat?

pity we didnt get to dive with them.haa

they were really amazingly graceful! drools.

i'm def gonna get my advance soon!

i hope.lol

i haven had a good sleep in days and i'm not gonna get one tonight either..

why is there liverpool match later! shit.i'm so screwed tmr.hope i dont spill drinks on customers.lol.

speaking of work, it's getting really mundane..quitting has been a constant thought thats running thruough my mind

but no work = no income

no income = no trips

fml

i hate work.lol.

collected my race pack and attended the race brief today.

getting ready to peng on sat

and peng another time on sun.haha.

think the Z monster is catching up with me

i'm not blogging straight.lol

i cant wait for the next time i get out of the country

p.s. did i mention i hate my job?lol