it's nobody's fault

fuck the world man

but that wouldn't solve the problem

it's just like a relationship issue

screams

looking around
couples are all 'round
niceee (y)


woke up to a ##$% headache today
gloomy start to a new day
was feeling lethargic and all
thankfully kushinbo made me feel better
(although i'm feel sleepy now)
if only it was like that
every single day

came back from a walk

looked thru my travel photos

realised i miss travelling badly

the feeling of scaling a mountain is ji shuangs

up there, you're cut off from worldy affairs

stress free, your worry is how to tackle your next meal

soak in thy serenity and enjoy the free aircon

delirious

poor doctor

you gave sg a shock when news of your death reached us

but thats not gonna stop me from diving

not when there are still cute nemos swimming around

yes, i miss diving as much as mountian climbing

have i mentioned that i miss travelling?

time check

0622.good morning world

sometimes we don't talk
sometimes we miss out
sometimes we forget
but that doesn't mean that sometimes we don't care
i care.

i feel bad saying no.
but sometimes that word is a necessary evil


i must remain positive
and
i shall win this war


i got lucky with econs today
i forsee a slaughter approaching

i must booms
its all about me~
lmao
just kidding

its all about us =]

a plan of some sort
i really hope for it to be like booms
hahahaha



i had a really really nice dream last night
its been awhile


good things are worth the wait


i'm scared
really

i have no shit idea about what to do for my 21st.
its just 2 weeks away and no plans formed yet
guess its too late to plan for a party
zzzzzzzzz

i've been hitting the bed at 5+am for since goodness knows when
as judgement day inches nearer and my worrying increases exponentially
i'm at a loss at times
sometimes i just wanna drop everything else and concentrate on my studies
budden again i know i cant do it

i've debated with myself for the n-th time on the decision to go mt k
finally the decision is made
now for the hardest part
finding sponsorship.HAHA

i wanna swim with nemos and laze by the blue blue sea too =[

my 'want' list is ever refreshing and growing longer
but i think i need a lens badly
time to train hard and earn that 400 babe

a whole shit load of thoughts are swimming in my head
i just cant seem to pen 'em all down
maybe because it's 0402 now.
fark i overshot my bedtime again
i shall sleep early tmr
yes i will


nic i really hope you like that video cos i don't know if you've seen it yet

humans are complex creatures. it's a wonderful world
0406.good night.

i dont feel like going for party
but must show face
show face impt
LOL
sian

i hate this feeling

it builds up and then collapses

with hope in your heart.

hope is there but the desired outcome is not

ah wadever.

would you walk with me?

i just finished a tutorial where i see the word stress on every page
cos the chp's about stress-strain of materials.LOL
having done that tut, i'm still light years behind

studies aside, i think i'm coping just fine, though there are loads of co-cirr things to do
there's barely time for anything else
sometimes i just feel like giving up
but of course i'll never let myself do that

time to tune my mind into the eqm fitness= wittiness model
determination,hardwork and focus
words can only bring you that far
words are nothing without action
but then again, sometimes,
words can be a powerful weapon

it'll be nice to have someone there for you
but you have to be a nice for someone to be there for you
where's someone?

daydream daydream
my sandcastles built in the air are filled with travelling pictures
time and money are my limiting factors
having to worry about my sch misc fees
i dont see myself swimming with nemos anytime soon =[

time check-0257
good morning world

i wanted to blog
so much to rant

but decided that it's a waste of time

blah