lmao sia.
another weekend of heeheehaha

sia2miiiiiii4

I've more than half way there (for the week)

Getting fat by the week.
Need to exercise.haha

We're gonna train up for atc step up!

Hmm should take part in X physique?
Should go for stong?


Days off just to seat by the beach and stone with the company of the sea breeze
Where are you!

我已经很久没真正的笑了

OMC photoshoot. barely slept last nite.
thank goodness i fell asleep after lunch today.
bth ttm.
another busy week coming up.
all my commitments have major events next week.FML!
i must endure
i am strong i am good!
self delusion sia.wahahahaha

my feb schedule is blinding
i haven been catching up with friends who are back from down under
before i know it, they'll be heading back



its hard to meet up with my friends
even if we do meet up, i can't hang out with them for long
just take yesterday for example!
i miss my friends
i really do
=(

choices choices choices
i grow weary seeking my answers


i'm confused
lost you may say
but i shall find my way =)

one of the reasons why i'll want to be a photojournalist
if i become one that is

i tot it my water bottle was a goner
but i found it back! cheers!

long day today
long day yesterday
long day tomorrow
long day for a long time to come

lab was good today!
sat sat first to walk out.woots.

common enduree cny break is nearly here!
bonus laiiii.wheee!

are you the average person?


touching on the topic of lying
i dislike people who don't reply messages
and just disappear into thin air, away from their commitments
although i know this has nothing to do with lying
but it all falls under the arm of negative externalities

well, not that they can be held at gun point

how true.
will you then be branded an outcast by society?
we're so preoccupied with fitting in that we've forgotten the very reason of our existence.

here I am,seated in lkc for my first lecture of the sem.
I wasn't late
but this lecture is useless

Good morning world!

i feel
tired
ttm

我要睡

i wish i never came back

emo and lethargy were words of the day for the past couple of days
but i'm alright! really.
haha maybe depressed that i'm broke(okie.vvv sad on that note)
but oh well, my previous few entries were kinda filled with anger and emotions
needed to rant it out i guess
lets just say that that bitch of travelling plays a part
but its 2010..so lets rejoice! *claps*

no time for full reflections as that would take ages.haha
personally, i witnessed growth in 2009
it was a year of transition
closing of a chapter
beginning of another
memories that i'll keep close with me
friendships forged and kept
AND I SURVIVED SEM 1
no pau and no letter (y) =D

2010 is gonna be awesome
i'm gonna:
-scale a peak
-get my advanced
-build up my kit and move towards freelancing
-balance my commitments with school work(GPA LAIIIII)
-build up my fitness (400 LAIIIIII)


i'm v thankful to have friends that will be there to tunta with me
others might not understand our language
but 朋有能做多久就做多久
zh we must jia you ya =D



now it's time to stand at the peak of SEA
soon.




p.s. i'm secretly sad that the year has ended. i kinda wanted to remain forever 21.
i don't wanna grow up