omg i lost track of time for the past 2 days.prom came and went,the food sucked considering how much we paid for it.wa lau the nasi lemak at hawker centers own the food there la.food aside, i was actually feeling damn bored throughout the whole prom.although it was my first time dressing so formally,i didnt really enjoy the event.the post prom was held @ dxo.i must say it's one of the nicer clubs i've been to. when the party ended we chilled by the river till first train.

wasted $40.wth

our 2 prom king finalists
this photo is worth min $500

caught some slp and cross over to kx's for risk.and i jus came home like 30 min ago?we actually played 11 hours of risk!ppl 'tong xiao' mahjong we 'tong xiao' risk.muhahaha!but i must admit it was fun,def more fun then prom..and guess wad.it's free!lol. my biological clock is so damn screwed.think later i'll just fall asleep on the beach la. alrite.gonna go out again soon liao.ciaoz

p.s: sorry to the peeps who requested for the prom photos.it's uploaded and will send it to you guys asap,when i'm at home =]

28th nov 2006

the gaming session yesterday was shiok.the guest room in paul's house took a 360 degree change.from a mugging room into a gaming room.xbox & ps2 & computer all bao ka liao.lol! felt shiok after shooting germans for one whole day.muhahahaha!

the risk today was fantastic too.risk is a game that really reflects on our world,our superfical world.looking forward to thu nite!

not to forget fri too!praying that it doesnt rain on fri.the monsoon season's here again and it's been raining pratically everyday since dunno when.sian lo liddat how to have outdoor activities.i know rain's coming,but cant he limit his preparation to the indoor stadium?sigh.

26 nov 2006

another day gone by,carried forward my 'lost' feeling from yesterday.wish this feeling would just go away or everything will just sort themselves out.sad to say there's no auto pilot for this kinda thing.

went to adidas sale in the afternoon.all i can say is that i should've gone earlier!everything was like cleared off already can.sians half.roy and i only managed to bag a wrist pouch and a jogging light.i really wanted a jacket from there lor.siansiansians. we also dropped by popular sale just a few halls down. it was much better than the adidas sale i must say. i bought loads of motivational posters and a WW2 book. the story books there were dirt cheap, the only con was that you need to seek from a huge mountain of books the one you're looking for. well, big boy toys and sitex are starting on 30th nov.maybe will drop by and see see look look.haa.

came home and went for a swim @ ray's condo.really felt damn refreshed and shiok after the swim,made up my mind to swim more oft during this long break.gonna TRY to train myself up.

cabbed home just now. now i understand why charles cab so much, it is really damn shiok can.however one must be as rich as him in order to do it oft.lol.

cab-shiok but need to be rich
bike-fast and good if you dun mind sweating
bus-boring esp when you're alone
mrt-only for long dis travelling & ex when u're not on concession
car-need i say more?lol

the verdict?if you're all alone,dun wanna sweat and have neither car or money to cab,TELEPORT! =P

recently loads of my friends are beginning to become pros at stoning.one of them told me he can spend hours staring at the computer screen doin nothing.this is largely to post exam syndrome.to those who just ended your exams, dun get too excited, you will catch the syndrome soon. the cure for it? gather friends and go out to stone together.stoning sessions!muhahaha.stoning rocks.you'll just turn into a rock =D

25 nov 2006

finally bought my prom suit!and at a reasonable price too.muhahaha.now jus need to hunt for that final shirt to complete wad i'm wearing on tat night. wa lau shopping sure is taxing,spent the whole day walking around.i'm getting sick of town and vivo city liao..been there quite a few times in the past week. *yawns* must thank the authorities for approving my budget =D

find the lyrics and tune of this song nice



Somewhere Only We Know by Keane


I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?



i love this time of the year 'cos the festive mood is in the air and the sunset at this time of the year is beautiful =P
however,the rain can be a party spoiler at times.sians





girls often complain that all the good guys are gone.think again,all the good girls are too

24th nov 2006

omg i cant believe i slept till 4pm today.lol.went to billy bombers for dinner,their milkshake is still as nice!wahahaha.the manager was v friendly,over friendly till i find him very kao bei.see,this is when being friendly is no good, your customers will find you kao bei..lol

anyways my budget has been approved by the authorities, so gonna go prom stuff hunting tmr and maybe on sun too.hope i'll be able to find something i like and suit me.heh

thanks for today =]

23 nov 2006

i'm feeling all hot and burnt now.haa.this is the after effect of chionging bukit timah..wa lau i was stupid enough to wear a black cap la.sians la hope i dun peel before prom sia. had lunch at this pizza place in queentown.the pizza there is nice and cheap! really enjoyed the ride today..its been months since i felt shiok like today.muahahahaha..SHIOK AR! =]

a few more days!how?! dunno wad to wear.freak freak freak.panick..lol.

i wish i wish...i wish that i can have enough money to buy what i want..i have so many things on my wish list now.alright i think i shall write a long long letter to santa and ask for early xmas present? =D

oh ya pearl harbour is still as nice even though this is like the 5th time i'm watching it can.it's damn nice.haa.anyone got any world war 2 movies to recommend?

22nd nov 2006

finally went to vivo today.it's really damn big, we barely cover 1/4 of it.wa laus..we shouldnt have wasted our time in town,vivo city is really a city by itself lo..everything also have. the superdog was rather nice,esp the fries i feel.

looking at my sporting equipment now, most of them are in rather bad shape..my badmintion racket's string snap,bowling bag spoil,bicycle's speedo spoil,bicycle light spoil,bicycle pump spoil,bicycle rear dee got prob.oh mans. headache siaaaaaa..where's all the money for repairs gonna come from??sians la after A liao still need to worry.there's always something to worry about.there's so many things i wanna do right now,but i just dun have the money or company to do it.hmm maybe i should just go rob a bank.

time is seriously gonna pass damn fast,soon friends will start to go into army or start working..this is when it's gonna get sian.dun work and i'll have no money to spend.work and i will have no time to spend. kao.how? solution-go rob a bank.fast,efficient and got both time and money to spend.muhahahaha =P

i miss adventure racing sia.aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh freak la. i also miss watching stars by the beach and watching sunset from the jetty.sigh.

class chalet

3 days gone in the blink of an eye.really had great fun! wahaha..oh mans.after this and after prom the class might not meet up again liao.saddeddd..haa.starting to miss the class already. we really have an interesting mix of characters =D

it was really fun to see ppl drunk.they really do all sort of nonsense and talk loads of shit.haa

wa sibei sians.i dunno wad to wear and dun have money to go prepare for prom.ahhhh.this sucks.having no money really sucks.i still gotta buy supplies for the overseas trip.maybe i dun even have enough money for tat.lol

da babi.first thing reach chalet chiong go charge/use phone

chef shirnnie

chef cheryl

babi in action again-kope table from other unit =D

black rain eating black otah

xiu yan xiu yan!haa.

sparkles!!

the 2 extremes

kudos to cheryl for drawing this =D

lai!xiu yan

before

in the process

after

babi: next time wedding dun invite these 4.sure lose $$

another one buang liao.

help!!we're stranded!

sun rise

wo bu yao wo bu yao WO BU YAO!!-babi and ctk's mating call

18 nov 2006

kao.after 3 months of null bowling, today tio pump till siao.wa lau..shucks play 6 games nia hand wanna drop off liao..sigh.their standard didnt increase, it's jus my standard drop.sians.better train up.next time i'm gonna pump them liao.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.the period i was away from all these sports my fitness drop like shit can.ahhhh.time to train liao.haa

I GOT IT! wahahahahaha

aint she beautiful?wahaha.chio bu!

throw in a black ipod and black phone. the power of the dark side.muhahaha!

will be away for the next 3 days =]

17th nov 2006

fresh air at last.muhahahahahahahahahahaha!
i'm so gonna play till i drop before the results come out.heh

the past month was pretty dark and gloomy for me, but thankfully for my friends i managed to at least pull thru..u know who u are.thanks =]


actually i wasnt really looking forward to today, all because of my physics paper..budden i told myself to just fuck care it and jus shiok for 3 months before the results come out.so,i feel SHIOK now.muhahahah!

came home bath and tcp a game of aoe 2 with paul before goin out to meet the class guys for dinner.kao think i too long nv play game liao,kan out of form sia.nvm.soon i shall own. =D

went for dinner @ cartel before goin to cube.hmm..we should have gone mos instead of cube la.

look like kim chua rite?wth??

saw this outside sch.makes no sense sia.free tution??huh?

tsk tsk.teaching youngsters how to cut queue.

it's been awhile =]

looking forward to sunday!

4 nov 2006

find this amv nice, 'cept for the words.haa.waasted la.if not will be nicer


happy birthday russ! =D

3 nov 2006

BORED.FREAKING BORED. farking wish i can just take a look at the question papers now. or rather i wish i can just DO the paper now.better still if the exam was tomorrow. i hate this period of time between papers. although it's supposed to serve as breathing space for us but its kind of like choking me?haa.ironic shit.

2 nov 2006

finally, it begun! wahahaha! i'm so freaking excited can!omg i think i've gone bonkers. hmm. maybe this excitment will morph into anxiety over the next few days.we'll see.

thanks to my beloved dudes and dudettes for today! i had a laughter filled afternoon. ok i think i sound so damn gay. think i've better stop =D

15 more.

31st oct 2006

1 more day. i'm feeling so sians now. although i need all the time i can gather, but i just have no mood to study.now the haze's almost gone i've got nothing to blame 'cept for myself.sighhhh. i want to blog but i don't know what to blog about. this is heading nowhere and i feel 'undead' as paul would describe it.lol

felt so shiok after that shouting and kicking session today. but that effect barely lasted 2 hours. i feel lucky and thankful that i'm given an opportunity to study, unlike the poor kids in those proverty stricken 3rd world countries. maybe i just didnt cherish that chance till it was too late. damn.human nature sucks.we'll always learn to cherish something only when it's gone. the more i read the more contradictions i discover. sometimes, ignorance is really bliss.

i'm missing out on competitions that my dad has been participating in. !@$#@!$@$^$%%#$% i'm also missing out on free $$ by doing paid surveys. omg. can you imagine it? u get money for talking and u just cant betray your conscience to go do it? ahhhhhhh.wth

nvm. it shall be over in 17 days!

i feel like i'm heading into a modern day combat armed with nothing else but a bayonet

29th oct 2006

one more day closer to freedom. yay!

so exciting!

one more day closer to d-day. boo!

so scary!

i'm very very worried for my all my subjects esp physics.sigh

common peeps.we can do this.

28th oct 2006

5 days before d-day.everyone's busy with preparations for it. 20 days before we are free again.
met rayner at the coffeeshop just now and he told me about his friend getting F all the way for chem till prelim where he got an E.guess wad.in the end he got and A for A levels.sick. i shall try to attempt that feat! although most prob i will fail horribly.haa.then again, he's in mj and i'm in tpj.thats the diff i guess.

i feel so SIANS.i hate this feeling.yes.HATE it.

what's gonna be of me?

dun feel good

i dun feel good.head's spinning alittle and i fucking wasted so much time slacking.hmm..guess i'm running out of stamina..maybe i started too late

nvm.must carry on!

I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me.

A day may come when the courage of Men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship.

But it is not this day.

An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the Age of Men comes crashing down,

but it is not this day!

This day, we fight!

(extracted from LOTR ROTK)

it feels like we are goin to war.haa

tpjc.net-hulk

omg how lame can my school's IT department get.hulk welcoming me back to the portal?haa! but i have to admit its quite refreshing to see something like tat for a change. it comes with paris hilton,some chinese singer and a retro guy too.cool =D

anyway, happy birthday nicholas! i'll join you in the legal club.SOON.haa

funny thai ad

a couple of videos for destressing =]

farewell assembly

the farewell assembly today was nice.although it's saddening there was only 1 dedication to our class..haa.maybe we just didnt make a lasting impression enough on our teachers reached home and just listen to 'graduation' and browsed thru photo after photo..i'm gonna miss everything and everyone*tears* lol

photo credits: ahboy

guys AND girls =]

babi jui pang!

we took down the signboard.muahaha!
justin spoiler

fly!

our nicest teacher(cos he made a dedication.haa)



touching



queen rain

Graduation
by Vitamin C


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever


So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

i will always miss:

beer drinking at fishermen

zi char dinner at kopitiams

the outings to ecp

excursion @ geylang..haa

charles acting gay

tak shing's 'auhhhhhh'

silly games in class with shirnnie and cheryl

gossiping about people!

dragonboat training

winning kayaking(we're the best right hb?=D)

ah boy's war crys

eugene's left and right(not to mention fast) walking

my clone

xin yuan's enthu-ness

gab and hb's neverending squabble

sheng sheng sheng babi jui pang

hubert's power grades

justin and his legendary 'neng ki qui' stories

russell for not getting mad at us making fun of him

and many more other things i didnt mention here...

these memories will be kept with me.forever.

to all 05S15ers- you guys rocked my life =]

lost 3

lost is back!season 3 is packed with more mysteries,plot and suspense! wahahaha. cant wait for the next episode to be released.

wad am i doin watching lost? i should be studying

well i'm tryin really hard but the progress is just too slow. i can remember other stupid things but i cant remember stuff that are related to studies. if only there's a program of some sort that can disk clean up and defragment my brain.haa!

dun feel well these few days. exam stress maybe.lol

tmr's the last day of school, somehow i feel sad..guess i'm already used to this routine of going to school and seeing familar faces. well, i know of friends that are so happy that they dun have to go to school anymore, but its like we spent like 1 years and 10 months together already?really gonna miss all my classmates, esp some of them =]

when the going gets tough,i'm gonna be tougher

i hope...

wishes

do wishes really come true?

if they do, i'll really like my 3 wishes...

1.

2.

3.

cheryl's party

cheryl's party was a blast! everything was nice =]
got chance must go visit her again..wahaha. shall upload the photos some other time when i get 'em

next time i shall organise a party and invite all my friends to it too. it'll be really fun!

omg i didnt know why in the world did i order hokkien mee just now.shouldnt have taken that chewing gum too..really feel like puking now.haa..maybe i'm just feeling too tired. sians la.tmr sure wake up damn late and i wont be able to utilise the whole full day.lol..blame myself for staying out till such hours.

i feel really really really horrible now.i really dunno wad to do


help

nick's early birthday celebration

the birthday boy. though early by weeks.haa

birthday boy & me

star-crossed---~

a.x.n

where's the birthday boy?!

look at her eyes.she's evil.haa!

happy gays

it sucks when your birthday's during exams. bleah.

think i goin crazy liao sia..haha

hahaha

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

isn't it good to have nothing?that way you'll have nothing to lose.no?

tpjc.net

my school is just so fucked up, of all times the school portal had to be down now..wtf. what's more, it's already been down for SO many days. since the time when they shut it down because of the scandal thingy, the portal has been down everynow and then. whats the IT department doing man..i need access to some of the stuff there.and i'm sure there are many students that need to use the portal too.sigh

happy birthday to ah boy and kang kang! =]

fat

my friend told me that i've put on weight.

oh dear.lol.actually it's expected la. havent been exercising for the past..3 months? cant wait for As to be over..then i can chiong exercise liao.wahahaha!
i have a love hate relationship with my weekends.somehow i will just waste my weekends away *yawns* relaxing yet irritating at the same time. argh.

btw, found this game on the net.

www.notpron.com

dun worry.it's not porn.haa..found it to be v engaging and mysterious. the aim of the game is to advance to the next page. until u reach the screen with 'the end'. the interesting part is that the path to the next page is not so direct. you've gotta solve clues given, normally subtle clues. nothing is direct in this game. i'm hooked on it liao. might not appeal to all though =]



the greatest magician on earth

a chipped vase is still prefect if you look at it from a different angle

arrogance

the arrogrance of human nature is just overbearing at times.

dont you agree?

my poor bag was 'curried' by the prata stall's curry today. it stinks. so ya, gonna get it washed and use my sling bag tmr.lol

i think it's ridiculous to take the lift when you stay on the 2nd floor. yes yes i agree that those people did pay for the lift upgrading, but wont it be faster and easier to just climb up TWO flight of stairs?maybe you would argue that they are old and all. but that's just an excuse? they can walk perfectly fine, not as if they're lame like me. climbing up TWO flight of stairs would certainly contribute to their weekly exercise regime and keep their system running smoother, considering their age. unless they are carying something heavy( which they are not most of the time), they should just take the stairs la.

i DISLIKE (hate's too strong a word.lol) it esp when they pressed for the lift, decided that it was too long a waiting time for them, then they take the stairs, leaving no one getting in when the lift door opens. usually with poor me inside. this applies to those yalam kids staying on the fifth floor too. for some reason or another, these kids LOVE to press for the lift on the fifth floor,and then run away, leaving no one getting in when the lift door opens. once again, with poor me inside.it's better now, considering they used to press from 5th floor down. meaning 5th,4th,3rd and 2nd floors. gets on my nerves.haa

scars will always be with you to remind you of how you got them

male female version

hmm..i find it quite amazing that i suddenly discover that there's someone that feel the feelings that i feel and been thru some of the things i've been thru, although not totally the same but up to quite large an extent. it's almost like a female version of me..lol

and then there's the male version too.his behaviour is somewhat similar to me although we have our differences, but our stats are somewhat similar.haa

was it planned that i should meet these 2 people in my life?or isst jus pure coincidence?Mmm..intriguing it is.

does god have a plan?

骑着脚车...

...走遍天下

maybe that's wad i will do 6,7 years down the road, explore the world on wheels.haa...

we'll see how it goes ba..i've got other ideas in mind too

jus now saw a family cycling, probably going for their weekly family ride. how i envy them man. just find it v cool to see a whole family cycling together! next time my family shall be like tat =D

08 oct 2006

omg cant believe i jus woke up at like 2.30?lol

i met mayfong and kai xiang and michelle. kai xiang was planning his birthday party and we were all sitting on top of sheares bridge..haa.then i attended a rehersal for ndp 2007 and i was there for some reason together with all the local actors and actresses.the next moment i was in ancient china, where there was horse ridding and swordsmen and those horsedrawn carriages. we were fighting some monster if i remembered correctly..

then i woke up and realised it was all just a dream.lol

tat was really some weird weird dream. =S


btw the psi's back to normal with a reading of 29 currently. sians =D

07 dec 2006

the haze problem's not showing any sign of getting better. some of my friends are hoping that it will get worse. that way there will be no school. haa

another song to recommend too all you peeps. 'the world is black' by Good Charlotte
the lyrics are meaningful(again..lol)

anyway below's the mv for the song.couldnt find the original mv..only managed to find mv created by other people. quite nice too la if you played the games tat is.lol



this one is made using the cinematics from kingdom hearts




this one was made using the cinematics from finalfantasy 9



Title: The world is black
Artist: Good Charlotte


Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen

Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?

We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening

06 oct 2006

today was the furthest i cycled for the past dunno-how-many-months!cycled to siglap center and met up with kx and nic for dinner.we talked lotsa cock..jus like the old times man.haa. on the way back the haze was freaking bad man. visibility was down to 200m? the burnt smell was horrible and it seemed to get worst by the min. seriously la..i dunno to blame the farmers or pity them. they are forced into clearing land this way as other alternatives are just too ex for them, but the situation is causing their neighbours much trouble.

anyways went for basketball with cx and his friends in the afternoon..supposed to be studying man..but felt bad turning him down. i thought i might feel better after the game, but sad to say i only felt worst. not that my basketball skills were great to start with, but my fitness dropped hell lot. ran around for like 10 mins? and i was panting as though i cycled the whole of costal.wtf. think if i go do other sports i will also suck.haiz.just feel that i can't do anything right or well?wtf


i'm at fault for the state i'm in now. lesson learned. move on. dun make the same mistake.




ya right.easier said than done.this world is just fucked up.

haze.nuclear crisis.terrorism.natural disasters.environment degradation
exams.stress.competition.backstabbing.betrayal.

the world might just end soon man.

i seriously feel that exams change do people. and when u tell people that they have changed because of exams they will just deny it. human relations appear simple but underneath that layer of simplicity lies a complex structure that few can comprehend. there are just so many things in this world that contradict themselves. sometimes i just really dunno who to believe or who to trust or what is right or what is wrong. people might just tell u to follow your heart and believe in wad u believe in. but when something u believed so much in is proven wrong, u just find it hard to regain the confidence to believe in anything again.

face it humans.we are all superficial.including me.


oh well.my headache is acting up again.better go get some rest before it evolves into something really bad

5th oct 2006

jie kou by jay chou. the lyrics are meaningful man..lol

another boring day. *yawns* my life's turned into a boring storybook with pages filled with dull colours.

then again, life's full of surprises!

but then again,i'm not counting on it.bleh

ironies of life.

4th oct 2006

memories. they can either suck or rock. maybe at this point of time mine suck 'cos all they do is to remind me of things i rather not think of now.to make things worst, some stuff are adding fuel to fire.

hai...

i can't seem to remember things that i have studied.hmm maybe that's the result of eating too much unhealthy food and the denial of fish in my diet.

hai...

oh well. thou shall remain optimistic and pray that a miracle happens. and i shalln't sigh anymore.

hai...


lol. below's a nice song intro-ed to me by xin yuan. kudos! johnathan picked it as one of his songs for idol finals.he delievered it ok but i think the original version by Dreamz FM is nicer.haa




Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you���d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel���s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin��� proof of what love is about

It���s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It���s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don���t know (I don���t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I���m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You���re still in my thoughts

It���s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It���s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don���t know (I don���t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh���should I stay?
Should I go?

It���s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It���s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don���t know (I don���t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I���?

This time its done
It���ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it���s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn���t matter somehow
But you were livin��� proof of what love is about���

03 sep 2006

been a month since i last blogged. it has been a tough one month, am i stronger now? i dunno. all i know is this blog is rotting away. i dun even think anyone reads it anymore.lol. anyway i think i'm not gonna update as often till after As ba, so dun miss me ya?wahaha

anyways had a change of skin. yea i know this is not exactly my ideal skin but i dun have the time to go personalize a skin right now,so this is kinda a temp skin. after As i plan to do a nice nice one =] speaking of after As, i have loads of stuff on my to-do-list! muhahaha

sadly i dun have the capital to do so, so i guess i have to stick with those stuff that doesn't require money.

totally screwed my prelims. i didnt know why did i take up physics in the first place..i realised i cant do physics for nuts man. regretting now isnt gonna help much, jus pray before goin to bed everynight. =P

anyway really really want to thank all my friends who helped me pick myself up..u all rock! =]



p.s lazy to put up the links but the tagboard is still running =]

03 sep 2006

i am so screwed.
i'm tryin to work hard but things are not turning out very well.
time is running out.
how?
wo bu zhi dao..
sigh.
i miss cycling.
i miss bowling.
i miss the outdoors.
my stomach is getting bigger and bigger..

so many things i wanna do.
screw me.
screw the whole system.

at this rate i'm not gonna make it

13 august 2006

stuffy and crowded malls
choked up walkways
rude policeman
noisy teens on bus
unruly crowd

thats humans for you.


there's no place like home =]