i left my house with foodstuff and all
tot that it was alright as i was driving
but pang seh found me
ended up like a construction worker going back to dorm
thanks man

just as i was about to go thru the floodgate i realised that i left my phone on the car
dumbfounded, i was at a loss
for a moment that was
borrowed a phone and got mine back

deadline was at 10pm
decided to S/U at 9.30pm
submitted
opted out at 9.59pm
drama ttm


17 more days
i really have no time to waste
objective objective
time for lala land

thanks guys for the cake =]

it's nobody's fault

fuck the world man

but that wouldn't solve the problem

it's just like a relationship issue

screams

looking around
couples are all 'round
niceee (y)


woke up to a ##$% headache today
gloomy start to a new day
was feeling lethargic and all
thankfully kushinbo made me feel better
(although i'm feel sleepy now)
if only it was like that
every single day

came back from a walk

looked thru my travel photos

realised i miss travelling badly

the feeling of scaling a mountain is ji shuangs

up there, you're cut off from worldy affairs

stress free, your worry is how to tackle your next meal

soak in thy serenity and enjoy the free aircon

delirious

poor doctor

you gave sg a shock when news of your death reached us

but thats not gonna stop me from diving

not when there are still cute nemos swimming around

yes, i miss diving as much as mountian climbing

have i mentioned that i miss travelling?

time check

0622.good morning world

sometimes we don't talk
sometimes we miss out
sometimes we forget
but that doesn't mean that sometimes we don't care
i care.

i feel bad saying no.
but sometimes that word is a necessary evil


i must remain positive
and
i shall win this war


i got lucky with econs today
i forsee a slaughter approaching

i must booms
its all about me~
lmao
just kidding

its all about us =]

a plan of some sort
i really hope for it to be like booms
hahahaha



i had a really really nice dream last night
its been awhile


good things are worth the wait


i'm scared
really

i have no shit idea about what to do for my 21st.
its just 2 weeks away and no plans formed yet
guess its too late to plan for a party
zzzzzzzzz

i've been hitting the bed at 5+am for since goodness knows when
as judgement day inches nearer and my worrying increases exponentially
i'm at a loss at times
sometimes i just wanna drop everything else and concentrate on my studies
budden again i know i cant do it

i've debated with myself for the n-th time on the decision to go mt k
finally the decision is made
now for the hardest part
finding sponsorship.HAHA

i wanna swim with nemos and laze by the blue blue sea too =[

my 'want' list is ever refreshing and growing longer
but i think i need a lens badly
time to train hard and earn that 400 babe

a whole shit load of thoughts are swimming in my head
i just cant seem to pen 'em all down
maybe because it's 0402 now.
fark i overshot my bedtime again
i shall sleep early tmr
yes i will


nic i really hope you like that video cos i don't know if you've seen it yet

humans are complex creatures. it's a wonderful world
0406.good night.

i dont feel like going for party
but must show face
show face impt
LOL
sian

i hate this feeling

it builds up and then collapses

with hope in your heart.

hope is there but the desired outcome is not

ah wadever.

would you walk with me?

i just finished a tutorial where i see the word stress on every page
cos the chp's about stress-strain of materials.LOL
having done that tut, i'm still light years behind

studies aside, i think i'm coping just fine, though there are loads of co-cirr things to do
there's barely time for anything else
sometimes i just feel like giving up
but of course i'll never let myself do that

time to tune my mind into the eqm fitness= wittiness model
determination,hardwork and focus
words can only bring you that far
words are nothing without action
but then again, sometimes,
words can be a powerful weapon

it'll be nice to have someone there for you
but you have to be a nice for someone to be there for you
where's someone?

daydream daydream
my sandcastles built in the air are filled with travelling pictures
time and money are my limiting factors
having to worry about my sch misc fees
i dont see myself swimming with nemos anytime soon =[

time check-0257
good morning world

i wanted to blog
so much to rant

but decided that it's a waste of time

blah

had an awesome trip
it was an apt time for reflections and pondering
made me realise that i miss travelling.alot.

almost half of my recess week is gone and i have yet to accomplish much
zomg.better buck up!

it was a nice chat! =]

design design
i need ideas not deadlines
i need management not failure
i need motivation not procastination


things that makes me happy

time check-0526
gambatte

1214-i'm up for barely an hour
my 2 quizzes are in a couple of hours
i burned multiple hours last night doing hall stuff
and i need to cramp hours of knowledge into this supercomputer of mine
just give me 48 hours
pls


recess week is recess no week

it started a bad week

thank god it ended okie

i guess thats what mishaps are here for

to make us appericate the good things happening in our lives

looking ahead, it's gonna be a crazy week

then again, whats new

getting a complete and rewarding education sure is expensive

i want to do up my room and watch movies in it =D

hey mum, thanks for all that you've done. you're not perfect but you've given me everything that you could and provided me with support that I can never thank you enough for. sometimes i feel guilty just thinking of it. oh well, just wanna let you know that you rock =]

sometimes you're trapped and you have no idea how to break free

it sucks you know

time check- 0631 and I've got a long day ahead

alex over but not out

gambateh!

no news of wallet.YET.it has to be YET
now my phone's giving me bad vibes too
moon cake selling was like zomg time consuming
tempted to share some with neighbours but oh well, my wallet's not with me right now
thats just too bad huh
dinner at cant 5 was quite bad.food sense.


social dilemma social dilemma
tsk tsk


should i care?

no photo today

not in the mood,not in the mood

lappie crashed,wallet lost, not to mention lots of quizz coming up

and of course a couple of other reasons

okie. actually i'm feeling quite depressed but i'm telling myself not to. with determination and peserverance i shall overcome the odds and emerge stronger!

all pray for me k.actually for my wallet and lap top.

and quizz.haha

sometimes in life,shit happens at the wrong moment.fml

my throat is full of phlegm
my occasional cough is warning me of the oncoming sick spell that's gonna hit me
sian

soldier on ba!

wings are symbols of freedom
away from everything
was supposed to study hard for the past 2 days
i ended up engaging in severe htht-ing with several people
not to mention that i slept my day away

confusion and frustration are 2 words that are lingering on my mind at the moment


time check 5.04am
another all nighter
alex out.