24 june 2007

this is gonna be my last post before i go back in again.in a few hours' time i will be reporting to Sispec-the next phase of my army life.SIAN LA.12 days of civilian life seemed like only 5 of army's...time flies.

went sentosa with class yesterday with class.although not everyone went,it was fun!






















ching's candid shot





















kel's failed candid shot.lol





















saw this cute boy wearing the white ranger suit!





















artistic


















my forfeit-taste some disgusting looking mixture


we had dinner at kenny rogers. when we got there the place was packed,so we had to wait quite awhile to get a 11-seater.we waited for damn long and there was this large group of tai tais with their husband hogging their table.Coincidentally the table was big enough to fit us, and coincidentally they KNEW that we were waiting for a table, but they REFUSED to move.BITCHES. eventually the table next to them left before them and we were able to dine.just as we settled down the BITCHES left.wth right.grrrrrrrr.
luckily i felt shiok after eating =D

in army i was told that PAIN IS TEMPORARY,GLORY IS FOREVER
yesterday eugene told me that PRIDE IS TEMPORARY,INJURY IS FOREVER
haa..how true.lol



being the last minute me, i started packing for tmr only just now.even so it took me a couple of hours just to pack...and guess what-i forgot to pack in my underwear!wth.only after i showering then did i realise.zZ


wah lau..the more i think about serving ns the more sian i feel.i just want to faster finish up my remaining 1 year and 8 months and move on to uni.GRR.
i hope i wont be drafted to a fucked up company.*prays*
i hope this 10 weeks pass faster *prays*

must tell myself to press on and pull thru.haa.
endure endure.

tomorrow i will sing 6 more days to book-out day.

20th june 2007

chalet!

shopping!

zouk and phuture!

2 days without sleep!


I 'CUI' ALREADY.


zZzzzZ

16 june 2007

cute!

sweet!




Dictionary:
politics
noun
1.
social relations involving intrigue to gain authority or power; "office politics is often counterproductive"
2.
the study of government of states and other political units
3.
the profession devoted to governing and to political affairs
4.
the opinion you hold with respect to political questions
5.
the activities and affairs involved in managing a state or a government; "unemployment dominated the politics of the inter-war years"; "government agencies multiplied beyond the control of representative politics"

My definition of Politics:
1.
Something we'd love to do without yet we cant



Dictionary:
money
noun
1.
the most common medium of exchange; functions as legal tender; "we tried to collect the money he owed us"
2.
wealth reckoned in terms of money; "all his money is in real estate"
3.
the official currency issued by a government or national bank; "he changed his money into francs"

My definition of Money:
1.
a problem causing drug

14 june 2007

POP lo.

very quickly,2 days have gone by since i 'pop-ed'
was feeling too lazy to upload the photos and blog,but decided that i didnt want to forget anything.


9 weeks of bmt-now that it's over,whats my feeling?3/4 happy and 1/4 sad.happy because bmt's finally over and i can enjoy my block leave!sad because i will have to move on to the next phase of my military life,which will be much more tough as compared to bmt life.i just want to stay at my block leave dayssss.lol.

anyway,during these 9 weeks i made new friends,learn new stuff,blah blah blah...

i didnt really enjoy my first half of bmt.unfamilar faces,away from civilian rights.
but i can confidently say that i enjoyed my last few,esp last week of bmt life.annex room,more bonding within section,more free time.shiok shiok!

i'm quite blessed but yet not that blessed at the same time.
blessed in the sense that i have a nice section,unlike my friend-he got quite a half-fucked section.i feel that my section's full of interesting and fun people =D
not so blessed in the sense that i was drafted into a quite screwed up company.i'm not saying Orion is no good,besides the screwed up training timetable,screwed up book out timings,screwed up company spirit during games day and the lack of admin time during my stay there,everything else is alright.i certainly hope that whereever i'm goin next, the commanders there can be more efficient and organized.
















orion coy,platoon 2,section 1-we rock!
















serious face

















section 1 once again!
















my buddy!
















orion 2






now i got till 24th to play my hearts out,but i'm currently having a rather bad sorethroat,hope it doesnt lead to anything worse.

i'm seriously overspending!omg..soon i will have no more $$ left in my bank-again.haha

hoping to meet up with all my friends before i go back in again!

03 june 2007

i really feel damn bad now la..feel so screwed up-again.



sorry.




9 more days to POP!

28 may 2007

last week was hell for me..it certainly wasnt fun to reach a temp of 40.2-a new personal record for me!haha.never did i felt so sick before...5 days of hell,for a moment i tot i was gonna get some head damage or become retarded!omg omg..it was jus plain horrible.

many thanks to my mum,who took care of me during this period of time.although you're damn naggy and it gets on my nerves at times,but i know it's for my own good.lol..
thanks to my bunkmates who helped me carry my fieldpack,care for me,etc etc..(my buddy cleaned my rifle for me!)really thanks lots guys.
and to those who asked about my health..thanks too =]

when i was sick nothing seemed to mattered,everything else was meaningless,my whole mind was in a whirl and i couldnt differentiate right from wrong.i'm serious..i felt damn lost and confused.suddenly everything seemed impossible,all your dreams and hopes were like dashed.to sum it up,it wasnt a nice feeling,dont try it.lol

i never knew that a headache would lead to such shit.Zz.
now i just wanna get back my strength as soon as possible,i'm still feeling damn weak.ippt is coming up and i really want to do well for it.


i miss so many things now..
i miss all the nice food!being ill is like having an invisible wall seperating you from the nice food.lol
i miss all my friends! since ns, i haven been able to keep up with alot of them..
i miss tioman!i miss the crystal clear water there,miss the laid back and relax life there!
i miss school!minus all the exams of course..wahaha
i miss outdoor and adventure!
i miss cycling-all the expeditions and adventure!
i miss my health!zZ
and of course..i miss my civilian life.whats new.lol

15 more days to POP! =]

21 may 2007

fuck la.when you're sick nothing seems to go right for you.screwed up my sit test,lost my phone and i feel like shit from head to toe now.

14 may 2007

when you're from a not-so-well-to-do family,money seem to be the constant problem.

took my bike for a spin just now-felt so liberated,so free!pity i didnt go to the beach..been a long long time since the last time i was there.sigh.

sudden craving for a visit to the airport.dunno why also.haha

love thy tranquility


book in book in.zZ

12 may 2007

field camp was horrible.horrible in the sense that i've gotten heat rash and it's damn unsightly!grrr.my throat aint feeling that well either..sians!

in camp the only thing i look forward to is book out day.
but once out, i keep thinking of many things.
and once out, i realised i have nothing to do.
feeling so lost.
this feeling is getting from bad to worst every time i'm out.

THIS FEELING SUCKS!

and i cant book out next week either.

this world sucks.

01 may 2007

BOOK IN BOOK IN BOOK IN DAY

ZzzZzzzZzzZz

30th apr 2007

i feel so sian.civilian life's great from the army point of view, but since i booked out, i just feel so empty.i wasnt that excited about booking out,partially due to the mad rush just before book out.we really macham really fought a war after we came back from IFC on fri.we had to wash up,area clean,consume our dinner,clean arms,send arms,pack up and change into smart 4 ready to book out,all within 1 hour plus.
i'm not saying that booking out is not nice,book out day is the only damn thing almost all recurits look forward to.Just that the feeling it gives me is that i'm neither here nor there.chim chim i know.haha

class outing turned out to be gab,hb,roy and i.the rest backed out last min.
met ton and the rest for lan,we just played and barely interacted.
met amanda,kx and some of the rest for dinner but we met for barely a few hours before goin home.
spent the rest of my time catching up on my sleep, watching tv and using the comp at home.
certain people i wanna meet, but unable to do so.sadded.

what a meaningful first bookout eh?zZz


cannot cannot!must remain postive!i must tell myself that i'm fully rested and ready for FIELD CAMP!WOOHOOO!yea right.

tmr gonna meet up with mich and gang for movie!but its gonna be kinda rush since the guys are booking in at night.well,better than nothing i guess.


we all agreed that 'once in our life,2 years of our time' really screws up any guy's life.i miss schooling life! humans really learn to cherish something only when they lose it.tsk tsk.

they say that to be able to function as a soldier,you must first die.
i'm dying.

28 apr 2007

FIRST BOOKOUT!

18 days of confinment finally over.smiled to myself when i stepped into my room last night.nothing beats home!army's not bad,just telling myself not to think too much and time will pass faster.learn many new things during the past 18 days..pity no photos to show.HAHA.

next week's weekend gonna be burned by fieldcamp.sians!macham another confinment.

really miss everything outside..civilian life rocks now.

i dont wanna lead an army life~
i just wanna lead a cv life~
lol

but its rather fast.i'm already 1/3 thru bmt already.just a little bit more!

29 march 2007

went botanic garden

it was hot and rather boring.haha..but the chat at starbucks was really nice.




had class gathering at vil'age(yes yes,its not pronounced as village)

that was fun too,with the usual hb and gab talk show..wahahaha!


getting lazy to upload photos liao.lol


went over johor today to buy ticks for tmr's trip.had a reality check there..kenna culture shock sia..shall not elobrate on it.haha.the mac there is cheap and nice though!

anyway,will be away for the next 4 days =D

23 march 2007

played lan,tonned over at cong's house,bob-ed and monopoly-ed.shiok


kx's pop

went over tekong for kx's pop.tekong's a scenic island to my surprise, and bmtc really looked like a chalet!haha.orientated myself around my future home in 18 days time.















in 3 months time, i'll be one of them.
















beautiful view from tekong chalet.

seeing all the trainees and hearing all the stories made me feel like i wasnt ready to go in.haha.fat and unfit now,i'm so gonna suffer when i get in.lol.oh well,18 more days left.


Sentosa

hit the beach yesterday.we took sentosa express!a new way to get in instead of the usual bus.the best part?it cost just $3,same as taking the bus.wahaha















we were issued some ez-link-like card that acted as our ticket.cool!





















$15 to rent a sunbathing deck.wth!i'd rather lie on the sand.lol
















ahh..this is the life!i'm lovin' it! =D





















woooohoooooooo~















<3 LMAO



normally after the beach people would head to the public toilet for a cold refreshing shower,but we got adventurous and decided to sneak into rasa sentosa's poolside toilet




















our small side 'entrance' into the hotel compound















they even had a pooside bar!wa lau.5 star hotels.zZ


the toilet came equipped with hot water,soap....

















and even a hair dryer!things the common toilet wont have.lol!
















5 star toilet.
















feeling proud of our successful 'break in' =P

thai express.yummy.

Band Of Brothers

jus watched finish band of brothers,i'll rate it 4.5/5.worth watching.


















for them,it was d-day +434


we stand alone together -the men of easy company

19 march 2007

badmintion today was lethargic for me.muscles aching.lol


slept for so damn long again today.zZ


sibei sians.

18 march 2007

free cookies!


i ate half the jar worth of cookies within like 5 min?lol!

thanks =]



my interest in chinese chess is revived!wahaha.been a long time since i last played.anyone wanna play?lol



played soccer with nice people today =]


24.95km

17 march 2007

*yawns* woke up 3+pm today sia.wth.waste time..actually i woke up 1+ due to a sms,but went back to slp.i hate it when i do that.Zz


hantu ride with terra outdoors
93.16km

went with kit to follow this 'hantu ride' organised by a outdoor activities company by the name of terra outdoors.the ride was supposed to visit spooky places at chua chu kang,but the actual ride wasnt spooky at all.although one of the guys there supposably saw 3 figures walking among us while we had our water break at cck cemetery, i didnt feel anything at all while we were there.the ride was about 22km and lasted for about 2hours plus.the ride there and back by ourselves was more enjoyable.

nearly got knock down twice on our way to lakeside.first time was at geylang there when this lorry sudden came out of nowhere and cut into my path.i was so pissed that i showed him the middle finger.the second time was at commonwealth area when this car suddenly cut out from taxi stand into our path.both kit and i jammed our brakes, but we were goin at like 37 so there was barely enough reaction time.kit missed the car by inches while i missed kit's rear dee by centimeters.i pull out onto the center of the road..heng there was no car goin pass,otherwise i wont be sitting here typing this liao.wonder how these people passed their basic theory.wth.


the 'chan' guy yesterday really saved me by telling me not to do my 'aero' position.




came home and saw the bird sleeping in the nest it built!

















so cute rite!haha.i assume that it's stting on eggs.cant wait for them to hatch!


its 4.22am now..guess i'm gonna wake up damn late again tmr.wa lao!everytime wanna sleep early always end up sleeping so damn 'early'.zZ

16 march 2007

seoul garden was damn filling today!probably my last time eating it before i go in.lol


went with kit to follow some people at coastal jus now.managed to keep up with their last rider, but i'm sure that i wont be able to keep up with the front pack.or maybe it's because i dont dare to try?

i think i suck.sometimes its easy to spot the mistakes,but seem almost impossible to correct them.wth

sometimes i really think too much.zZ

14 march 2007

had char kuey tiao at this coffee shop near roy's house.not bad.3.5/5.























we went to explore around in search for the peak ah boy was talking about,we didnt manage to find it,but we had a good time off road.vegetation everywhere,with a path thats barely there.haha,reminded me of that time when kit and i nearly got lost at bukit timah and had to use our bikes to chop our way thru to civilisation.


we human beings like to run away from reality.many of us dont have the courage to face up to the truth,so we tend to tell ourselves things or do things to make us feel better.maybe running is the best tactic?jus like in sun tze art of war.lmao.others may feel that facing the music seem to be the best way out.sigh.



where do you draw your strength from?