24 aug 2008

zouk was fun! maybe it was too fun.haha.





caught liverpool's spectacular 2-1 victory @ manda's house before we peng till 0430 when it was time to leave for ahm.0430!omg i really didnt felt like waking up.





4 hours later i was a finisher of 21km!


it was a wonderful run,although i felt that i could have push myself harder.nevertheless, i enjoyed it!paced yifan all the way.wahaha




























3 days of irregular sleeping pattern caused me to knock out after i came home this afternoon.i was so into lala land that i didnt realize that kit into my room and left.LOL!





okie i'm so late for camp.


xiong week ahead!bless me.haa

16 aug 2008

heat rash(after a 2d2n exercise?!?!)!thank goodness i'm feeling better now...i think?haha.in view of heat rash my input > output,hence resulting in my tummy now.wahaha.excuses.better start exercising soon!AHM is like next week can.i can do this!

after a year of 'null-bowling', the next time i played was today's tournament!we were so close to a trophy!27 pins to be exact...screwed up my first game-108,166,172. it was seriously such a close fight.nvm,there's always next year!wahaha

yay spore's medal drought ended.so happy.go team spore! =]


cos,guard,ahm,coc,live firing-my weekend for the next month is as good as gone.sad.but what can i do about it.they aint gonna pay u back anything.
i gonna miss my friends.
and my home.
and my bike.

i cant go to chris's gig
cant go to mich's birthday
cant cycle
cant have a life.

curse November Sierra



tired.gonna book in soon.
to think i just booked out this morning =[


saveme.someone.



p.s. i should really save more.like REALLY MORE.

09 aug 2008

insulted.

i wanna clear things up


dont know who to turn to.


what a world.



hear me.pls.

02 aug 2008

this week was like the best ever.haa.mon and fri off which meant a 3 day work week.things just cant get any better.to top it up there was a bbq and a happy hour during the 3 day work week!woohoo.my camp just suddenly seem so happening eh.if only every week's like this.IF ONLY.lol

but ah...there's always a catch.some scum of society nipped my psp while i was out of my bunk.grr.may he burn in hell!seriously man...but there's just nothing i could do.sigh
nvm,i have my slim & lite!woohoo.mich couldnt resist the tempetation and bought one too.wahahah =D

midnight @ cine followed by spize
dinner @ astons followed by lan
hall cleaning @ ntu followed by walkabout town & fireworks(<--disappointing!)
breakfast by the beach tmr

but something is just missing.something.
what's do i lack?
(on a sidenote,i do lack $$$.wahaha)
just lonely i guess.



procrastination never fail to grip me.shoo procrastination shoo!



won't you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i...i'm with you

26 july 2008

wah liew.sick on a long weekend.to top it off it's gonna be slack next week..why sick now?why why why?!?

thank goodness i'm feeling better now.


i know i'm abit lag but 200 pound beauty is such a nice show!maria~~lol.


been awhile since i met anyone.think i'm becoming a hermit.noooooooooooooooo.

06 july 2008

i'm still alive k.wahahaha


2 way to view this week:

view no 1:
my heart pounded with everystep i take.my back's aching but my mind pushes me on,mind over body as they say.i look around me-pitch dark.i flicked on my night vision and my surroundings was suddenly lit up by a blanket of green light,illuminating my path before me.navigating in the dark was already difficult enough, not to mention the weight of an entire company resting upon my shoulders.one wrong turn and it could meant misorientation for 100 odd men following behind me.the guys must be cursing and swearing at how endless the trail seemed,especially those with heavy weapons.i came to a halt at a cross juntion; left or right?upon instinct,i took the right path.after a couple metres,a cleaved log told me that i was on the right track.thank goodness.

a few hours later, dawn had broken and we were doing our re-organization of forces.Objective .265 fell after a fierce half an hour long fire fight with us emerging victorious.Casualties were inevitable,the wounded and dead were carried to collection points where they were either treated or piled up.

"alright!grab your gear and commanders deploy your individual mens' trenches."

we then transited into defence.



view no 2:
my boots dirty and my body aching.foot rot and heat rash were 2 very irritating momentos from the exercise.it's the same old boring routine once again.wonder how long would it take for this one to heal.sigh.i hate heat rash.grr.i hate outfield.dirty,disgusting,gross and muddy.blah.





see?in life it's how you look at things.
although view no 1 seem abit hard to adopt.nvm,the feeling's grown numb to me.
7 more months. =]



wasted my weekend sleeping.really cant figure whats an effective way of fighting the Z monster.waste of time.totally.

jealous of my friends' lives.exciting lives.dont think they can understand what heat rash feels like.haha.so many things i wanna do,so many things i wanna buy.
$$$ the key to all(most) problems.Zz.i WANT a lappy in my bunk! =[

saw mich's blog on her diving trip.WAH LAU*green with envy*grr.lol.cant wait for mine!wahahah.

spongebob doesnt make me laugh anymore...
lost's on holiday till jan 2009...
heroes wont be out till sep...

a feeling of emptiness.hollow.my weekends have always been mundane.

maybe i'm feeling down due to what happened yesterday.maybe it's just due to the multiple boring weekends.wo bu zhi dao.

someone pls ignite a spark in me.lol

either way i will get over this knot soon!i hope.

well,bookin in tonite.duty tmr.next week's gonna be a real KILLER.
LETS GO DEFENSE!



someone make me smile =[

01 june 08

it's the first day of june!woohoo.aint any special date,just means that i'm inching closer to my ord date thats all.MUHAHAHAHA.

came home on fri at 4pm.slept till 1am.ate noodles and took off to lala land once more-till 1pm
*YAWNS*
--__--"


i seriously lack time management skills.


took nat for a spin @ ecp.bedok jetty lost her beauty.yalam littered the whole stretch with their make shift tents and tall pokey fishing rods.to make things worse,the stench from their bait and catch was rather like my post field camp uniform.*sticks out finger*


next week's 'chiong sua' week.lets enjoy!(rolls eyes)



time for lunch at carnivore!yay!

p.s.lost 4 ROCKS.everyone should just watch it(those who refuse ought to be shot.muhaha)

25 may 2008

it felt just like good old times.WOOHOO.45km may seem insignificant but it was enough for a gathering of old friends.wahahaha.

cycling never fails me =]

19 may 2008

longweekendgoneinawhoosh.

carl's junior rox!

sakura and movie marathon was fun!although sakura was abit like highclass cookhouse.lmao

night cycling!!woohoo.cycling never cease to brighten up my day.or rather in this case night.lol.that little hidden heaven is still as beautiful as ever =]

looking at sher's jap trip photos made me green with envy.lol.I WANNA GO FOR A HOLIDAY.

dennis:when's your unit's lull period?

me:we dont have any!*claps*

time to book in =[

16 may 2008

life's getting better.or so it seems.we shall see.

yay. =]

4 may 2008

AIT's finally over!!but there's more shit to come in the days ahead.

surprise surprise! my section was awarded the best section in the company!wahahaha.we're came in 2nd in the battallion. *claps* shallnt go into detail about the section proficiency test.i nearly gave up hope back then.but thru sheer determination and many litres of sweat expelled,we won!lol.dramatic.

went for commanders' cohesion which started with a feast at newton food centre(OC's treat! wahaha) followed by ironman at the cathay.i kinda caught only half the story.lol.after the movie we went for kpool where i witness the injustice liverpool suffered at stamford bridge.grr.went back camp for guard duty at about 5.30am zombified.LOL.

demolition range was a waste of time.we so could have booked out much much earlier.went for dinner at hk cafe(shiok!) followed by an imba game of risk before joining my class for supper.as usual i was only half awake by the time i joined them.Zz.think i'm seriously suffering from sleep disorder.

tennis was fun yesterday!noobs SERVING instead of PLAYING.lmao.we were awed by airport T3 after that.airport's really a city of its own!love it there.

i offically declare i'm goin thru a financial crisis.NEED MORE MONEY!haha.i'm spending $$$ like nothing.need.control.so much for saving.lol

i'm late for Kbox.woohoo.ciaoz.

27 apr 2008

outfield was tiring,esp the stupid march there and back.struggled to complete
came back with foot rot,heat rash and bites all over.then again whats new.

reached home only yesterday afternoon and i will be back in a couple of hours time-preparing for tomorrow's field camp.

yesterday i was COS cum sig ic cum armskote.thank goodness it was only yesterday.

i wanna go for IPSC!then i can relax.at least for 8 days.haha.


tired.but hanging on.lets see how long can i last.wahaha



MIKE --> LOW

20 apr 2008

i've just received the ability to receive more sai kang.lol.you might think it's not the right way to look at a promotion,but thats exactly how i feel.initially i rejoiced(mainly because of the $$$), but when reality starts to sink in,it can seriously be depressing.with great power comes great responsibility.what a suitable phrase.i can feel the tremendous pressure building up already.just hope that i dont buckle under it.

everyweek end when i meet my friends,i'm reminded of the cold hard fact that majority of them are leading a non-combatant life.shortly after that i'll have to deal with what i'll call the silent scream.lol.one day that silent scream will turn into a shrill sharp scream.wahaha.i dont think anyone will really understand.

sometimes it's better to slack and chao geng.

how nice it will be to just run far far away.away from all troubles.

to just suck it up and do whats required of you-something thats just so hard to achieve many a times

depressed.lol

29 march 2008

yesterday was a sucky day.no luck.no skill.no money.blah.disappointed with myself.nevermind.there's always a next time.


cant believe i gained weight during ops phase.that was the last period of time i'll expect myself to put on weight.


all my men fitter than me liao.lmao

28 march 2008

5 and a half weeks.it's finally over.

although i didnt really enjoy the course as a whole,i'm still proud that i graduated from ASTW and made a few friends along the way.

i'm gonna miss PLC with rocky hill mess and the camp as a whole!

-157th platoon sergeant course-

went back MHC to put my stuff yesterday after the course outprocessing,went up to my bunk and i realised i missed out quite alot.new men in the platoon,new pc(from tpjc somemore!).wonder hows life gonna be in future.nevertheless,certain things were just the same.like my bunk's as messy as ever.LOL.

well,come what may,i'm ready(hmmm..lol)!

WITH PRIDE WE LEAD.SISPEC!

9 march 2008

ex lovelost,hardmole,sparrow,softsand,hawk.

bring it on.LETS GO!


envy envy friends who have too much time to spare.lol


lets endure.336 more days to go =]



stupid rain.how i go back camp liddat sia.grr

25 feb 2008

today's a fabulous day.cos I'M HOME.wahahaha.
course schedule ended early today and my friend sent me home.woohoo!
this is the first time i came home on a weekday although the common phase is stayout k.
imagine if i can lead the remaining of my NS days like today.

estatic


8-5 is serious damn shiok.


sadly good things dont last.lol

19 jan 08

life at camp's pretty bad,overworked.duties,projects and problems concerning the recurits.
you must be constantly doing work or arrows will start flying.
the system is unfair but there's nothing we can do.
there is just so much we can do.
i think MOST of us need a break.
not all of us though.

doing all the work but not getting recognized-i guess thats what specialists' pride is all about.

well, my platoon sergeant course's date's confirmed,i'm gonna have to miss my men's pop.sadded...
not to mention that i've heard lots of story about the course.scary...
lol


time out of camp's never ever enough.
never =(



i demand carefree days!haa






p.s. on a brighter note,i've no duties on CNY!wahaha.

06 jan 2008

duties duties duties

cos,rt,confinees,guard,ds.

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO MY WEEKENDS =(


i dont wanna lead an army life =(