我已经很久没真正的笑了

OMC photoshoot. barely slept last nite.
thank goodness i fell asleep after lunch today.
bth ttm.
another busy week coming up.
all my commitments have major events next week.FML!
i must endure
i am strong i am good!
self delusion sia.wahahahaha

my feb schedule is blinding
i haven been catching up with friends who are back from down under
before i know it, they'll be heading back



its hard to meet up with my friends
even if we do meet up, i can't hang out with them for long
just take yesterday for example!
i miss my friends
i really do
=(

choices choices choices
i grow weary seeking my answers


i'm confused
lost you may say
but i shall find my way =)

one of the reasons why i'll want to be a photojournalist
if i become one that is

i tot it my water bottle was a goner
but i found it back! cheers!

long day today
long day yesterday
long day tomorrow
long day for a long time to come

lab was good today!
sat sat first to walk out.woots.

common enduree cny break is nearly here!
bonus laiiii.wheee!

are you the average person?


touching on the topic of lying
i dislike people who don't reply messages
and just disappear into thin air, away from their commitments
although i know this has nothing to do with lying
but it all falls under the arm of negative externalities

well, not that they can be held at gun point

how true.
will you then be branded an outcast by society?
we're so preoccupied with fitting in that we've forgotten the very reason of our existence.

here I am,seated in lkc for my first lecture of the sem.
I wasn't late
but this lecture is useless

Good morning world!

i feel
tired
ttm

我要睡

i wish i never came back

emo and lethargy were words of the day for the past couple of days
but i'm alright! really.
haha maybe depressed that i'm broke(okie.vvv sad on that note)
but oh well, my previous few entries were kinda filled with anger and emotions
needed to rant it out i guess
lets just say that that bitch of travelling plays a part
but its 2010..so lets rejoice! *claps*

no time for full reflections as that would take ages.haha
personally, i witnessed growth in 2009
it was a year of transition
closing of a chapter
beginning of another
memories that i'll keep close with me
friendships forged and kept
AND I SURVIVED SEM 1
no pau and no letter (y) =D

2010 is gonna be awesome
i'm gonna:
-scale a peak
-get my advanced
-build up my kit and move towards freelancing
-balance my commitments with school work(GPA LAIIIII)
-build up my fitness (400 LAIIIIII)


i'm v thankful to have friends that will be there to tunta with me
others might not understand our language
but 朋有能做多久就做多久
zh we must jia you ya =D



now it's time to stand at the peak of SEA
soon.




p.s. i'm secretly sad that the year has ended. i kinda wanted to remain forever 21.
i don't wanna grow up

certain events witnessed just makes you sad
most of the time there's nothing much you can do about it

i'm flying soon.
rather under-preped
but oh well its a trip for me to enter the new year with a bang!haha

emo

lets stay positive.aja aja fighting! =]

for the efforts i've put in, i'm glad
i survived.by some miracle
next sem sat sat laiiiii

since young, i've never really excelled in any sports
maybe i became slightly better at endurance sports like adventure races
but no, it's always been jack of all trades and master of none

this time, i'm out to win

its a cold boxing day at nanyang circle
lazyyyyyyyyyyyy

mike low

merry xmas!
woke up to a headache
i'm in a fuzzy state
what should i do next?
i'm broke =[

i farking cannot believe it
i seriously cannot believe it
thankfully there are some modules that are already assigned to me
i'm seriously farking pissed with myself
farkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
alex goh you suck
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
FARKING WANT TO SHOUT OUT LOUD.
fark.

time and tide waits for no man
i'm man

dec is here but not to stay
its flashing by faster than i can say 'no time'


i just wanna say that you were awesome


i wanna take photoooooooooooo.haha

poverty is relative
time is relative
evil is relative
need is relative
nice is relative

relativity is relative


and so dec begins
i'm placing high hope
no, not on anything else
but on this month
i shall not disappoint myself
neither will i disappoint those around me

i have 24 hours a day
and use 24 hours i shall


foundations foundations
lay em well and ye shall prosper

i just wanna scream my lungs out

ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR

=]