Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Fear.panic

this sucks.i jus realised i haven done much constructive stuff during this holiday..omg..jus few more days left to CT. think i'm probably goin to flunk it..a few months after that and A levels liao..wth. time's wing macham grow so damn huge liao lor..can fly so fast..sigh.

wish i can turn back the time. yaya..thats wat anybody in my position would say. i know people would start telling me it's nv too late to start. budden i really dunno alot alot alot alot about the 3 subjects at all lor. i dun have FULL grasp of a single topic. either i know half way nia or dunno anything at all. thats how bad it is.

guess i only have myself to blame.go on.laugh yourselves silly.


after A level will be army liao..god knows when i will be enlisted..if 'heng heng' i kenna enlisted in dec...then...steady liao lor..wth..jus soon after A level nia leh!! if really heng and kenna enlisted in april..still got a few months to enjoy..after that is 2 years prison.lol..i know that i should go in with a postive attitde..but it's jus hard la..really alot of things i just cant put down..and everytime i think of it..argh.
i know i over worry..but its hard not to.

army.so ironic.changes lives..in good ways and bad ways


they should improvise army..let us go home everyday. make training 9-5.lol..if gahmen think 9-5 too short i dun mind 8-6 also.wahaha..k thats stupid..jus a stupid dream..why cant spore have more people. that way then can have selceted people go for army only =P


argh.bleahs.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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