bike

today after sch ate lunch in canteen with ms wong and the whole class...haha...actually ms sharon wong also v crap de...full of crap...she got msn sia...haha...everyday online one....wa actually got teacher so on de...after leaving sch i chiong down to bugis to return the dvd...then pia all the way back home again to collect my frame and parts...then rushed down to the stadium shop...kit helped...wa lau...i looked like a retard on that urata bike la...low seat...got basket...now i know how it feels like to be on tat type of bike...somemore i had a wheel set to balance la...and my fork sticking out of my bag like some kind of *toot*...i'm nv gonna do tat again man....reached there the uncle told me to fix up wold need $150...cos need to purchase parts...sian lor...but i still agreed anyway...should be ready by fri...steady liao la

anyone wants to buy guitar?lol

quick yet long day

sch time past by in a flash...cos today i end @ 12.50...lol...after tat nothing to do...went to the shop order my frame...told to collect @ 6 onwards...so i went back sch...noone end lesson yet...so went library to do work but i soon found the environment too comfy...and fell zzZz...lol...woke up packed up my stuff and went downstairs look for them...met zhi hui, kx and ah bush...i opened odac room to play carom...bored la...shortly after i took out the carom...veron passed by...haha...she have tat "lost" look on her face...she always do...dunno why...haha...she stayed for awhile then zhao home le...zhi hui ah bush kx and me were supposed to stay back watch soccer match de...at about 5+ the match started...nothing interesting de...watch till v sian...about 6+ i felt kan tired...got headache...the match finally ended at about 7..with the yr 2s winning 2-1...after tat i went to the shop collect my frame...came home found tat the seat post not correct size..how nice...ah...then i spoilt my speedo the sensor...how now sia...parts like dun match leh...worried...wanna get it done asap....need $$$ wth

i hope thursday the survey still got space...but like no chance le ar...how could i forget got no sch on tat day...then i told the person i got sch cannot make it...sian 1/16

sianzzzzzzzz

woke up @ 9am...early rite?i tot so too...so went back to slp till 3pm...-_-" anyways woke up then chat online for awhile before meeting kx for cycling...reach there le kx told me got concert @ pasir ris park...lol so we decided to cycle there to watch...is bedok view band performing...so like go there support lor...after the concert hungry ar....haha...so we jio russell out to eat @ mac...cycled and met him there...we bluff him got 2 other girls...hahaha...he found out dun hav he -_-" after mac we went ah bush house downstairs talk cock...asked him down also...he was laughing like a siao kia...haha...we slacked till about 10 before zhaoing home...wa lau...russ house there the "yin qi" v heavy lor...the wind v chilling...kan morbid...me and kx faster chiong...reach home @ about 10+ then i use comp le...use till now...wa lau sian...done nothing constructive today...now i feel like goin east coast...haha

i'm gonna train...ming song jus told me about the sc marathon...wanna join!lol

farewell nite

it's finally over!lol...not without memories though...wonderful memories...today was the odac farewell nite...kan tired sia...
about 7 of us first met in school to move the logistics...after tat we headed to mac for lunch where i made another cup of macsaturdae...wahahaha...nobody dared to taste...we then took bus 12 to roxy...upon reaching all of us worked together to decorate the place,practice our performance, blah blah...by 7.30, the show started...it ran rather smoothly...the lemon tree by HS4 rocks!(zhi hui.ming song.kennth.me)lol...it was some stupid dance we tot of a day before...but i actually worked out!at the end of the whole thing was the phototaking...tat was fun too...haha...then after we cleared up the whole place we bid each other gd bye and went seperate ways...rui qin,yue zhi,zilin,kennth,jaren,zhi hui,ming song,russell & me went to katong side there to makan and chill....slacked for about an hour before goin home...wa my eyes wanna close liaoz...tonite was jus wonderful.well done odac...we rock...looking forward to the countless activities we gonna have together =)

tired

managed 2 hours plus of sleep yest...dun really feel like blogging...today skipped chem.went tm.came home.went east coast cycling.came home again.happen to meet rayner on way home...chat for a while before zhaoing

happy birthday mich =]


feeling insecure again...but diff reason.sigh

metta

today had cip with metta old folks...14 of us...selina,ching,eng yong,li zhen,joan,hubert,justin,eugene,tak shing,big gab,hb,small gab and hong kuang & me of course...after sch went to 201 for lunch together...wahahaha...quite a nice lunch...talked crap...then went to the assigned venue...once there, the girls were given the task to help package gifts for sale...and the boys told to clean up the place, help the old folks to their bus after their activity...we all worked hard la...maybe some not so hard...haha...well done anyways...ching and me then returned to school for odac meeting...found out tat they didnt really did much today lor...wasted...this would mean fri end later!!sianzzzz....after odac me,veronica,zhi hui,jamie and russ stayed back to make the prizes...haha...had fun...putting gel on each other -_-"...we were chasing each other around la...haha...left at about 8.30..took bus home with jamie...then talk crap with her @ void deck for a couple of hours before heading home...realised the gp slides not really completed...at least not up to standard leh...but can make it ba...i hope...tmr jus crap more...and i jus completed my gp quiz! at first i looked at the Qns i tot quite hard...budden after a while like not bad la...got a couple not v confirm about the ans...kaoz...tired

a few more days...my bike...lols

i dun dare touch canteen food anymore...not after what i heard.
hint: none of the stalls have CLEAN reputation...'cept for the dessert stall...then again...dessert?forget it.

GP

after sch went T mart makan lunch before heading to yq house for gp project...reached there i lie on the floor and zZzZz...i woke up...they didnt really do much...then i suggested i bring home do...cos like dunno will do till when lor...haha...spotted val and kc @ bus stop...after tat went down and saw selina @ the bustop...came home on comp and slacked...till about 7+ went tamp central to meet the dealer for the wheelset...yes...i jus bought wheelset...now i jus short of frame!!!i'm gonna get it by this weekend...although damn busy...but will squeeze time out!must!the frame better be @ the shop ready for me to buy...lol...later tell me other people buy le i sian 1/16...oh ya...met jamie & shann @ tamp central...they were still in their sch u...gosh...haha...anyways came home ate and pia the gp slides...ahh...tired...took lots of photos in class today....want to upload all the pics and videos...but tired!better go slp...tmr's another long day.


i need a hug.

quickie

the day passed rather fast...before i knew it, it was already maths, the last period of the day...after school actually wanted to go slack in odac room...but class guys jio go mac...so went lor...stupid mac...fattening...i'm really gaining weight....FAST....but i still had a meal @ mac la...we had a great time @ mac...i made a cup of mac saturdae(copyrights)...russ had a video of it...it look and smell like banana milkshake lor...now u peeps know why i never dare to touch any banana milkshake..anyways, russ was brave or rather dumb enough to go sample my saturdae...he threw up right on the spot the moment the liquid touched his mouth...yes, its tat bad...i felt like vomitting jus by looking at it...lol..after mac we went to prima deli...yq they all bought waffles...looked inviting but i was feeling damn full la...so i passed...the waffle shop was followed by a stop at the playground(usual la) before "one by one my brothers left me"...haha no la...we all decided to go home after a while...not before witnessing charles and cute boi acting gay there...came home...chat on the phone...slacked round...wanted to study physics, but time macham rocket.before i knew it nite fell....sian...forced myself to pick up my notes and read...hope the stuff stays in there...although i only read half...tmr mati le

this week is a kan busy week...meeting here meeting there...test...cip...presentation...sian lor...sigh

i found a gd deal wheelset...now i need the frame and i'm almost done =]

mini meeting

today had mini exco meeting @ clarance house...lol...zhi hui,me,veron,yue zhi,zi lin,kenneth went...were supposed to meet @ 1.00...however somehow...we only managed to get there only @ about 1.40...clarance met us wearing a sexy yellow underwear like pants and a singlet...haha...anyway...the first thing we got into his house we saw was his dog charging at us...LOL...zi lin was damn scared la...she climbed onto the table...and only willing to get down when the dog was gone...we also saw his luo han yu...zhi hui and me wanted to have sashimi with dog meat...budden tot maybe luo han wasnt the right breed to use...then we went into clarance's room...turned it upside down...haha...but in the end we still got work done la...had lots of fun playing and talking cock meanwhile =]. zhi hui and me = scandal 2...dug up loads of scandals...or rather created...haha...left the house @ about 6+ went with veron and yue zhi to tm shopping for gifts...the things they bought make my gift look cheapskate sia...haha...but nvm la...buy jiu buy le...after tat came home...typed out the survey...finally ar!haha...sian...tmr got sch again...now i understand wat monday blues truely are...lol

my parents v nice to me...starting to want to cherish things around me =]

what is this feeling that i'm feeling?i dunno...i should take things slowly ba...

but one thing i wanna rush is my bike..haha...cant wait =]

zZz

woke up late...then went church...somehow jus got a strong urge to attend service...lol...then came home ate and zZzZz...wat a short day -_-"

repairing backwheel would cost $10+ sian...no $$$...cant wait to buy new wheelset

tired.

the maid

yest was so damn tired la...came home from cycling @ ecp then *boom* zZz le...sianz...my back tires giving me problem again...it's not thru...wth la...have to spend $$ again!i hope by this mth i can get my frame...lol...yest was sup to go for pw interview...budden in the end kenna PS by the doc...doc also will PS lor...doctors nowadays ar...sigh...anyway after tat went sing post center to walk with li zhen and liyi...then went li zhen house downstairs to talk cock and play playground... -_-" rite...lol...bo liao ma...after tat was sup to meet russ for cycling but he got something on so went to chiong myself...lol...back wheel back wheel...argh...cant wait to get my black ae 86...hahaha...these few days in sch getting tired again...wats wrong with me man...after sch went for exco meeting...haha we kenna kan by the wushu teacher for playing with the wushu weapons...wa lau...want real weapons come odac room la!beginning to really love odac...lol...hmm...hope we bond more ba...after the meeting went for movie with russ,zhi hui,kx,yq,charles,hubert.caught the maid @ cs...hmm the show not bad but also not scary de ba...more funny than scary...cept one part may take u by surprise...following the movie we went to sun plaza park to sit down talk cock...haha yq still a kid at heart sia...suggested we play the playground...soon we were all like kids bobbing up and down a 6 way swing...we laugh till pengz la...kan funny...all like little children like tat...cept hubert.he nv play...sat there and watched us...WA LAU hubert!haha...play till about 6.30 like tat we all zhao home...i'm getting fatter.oh no...lol...k i starting to sound like a girl....but really lor...look more chubby(according to somebody)...k.time to shed some pounds...if not in trouble le...

looking forward to entering competition...hope to take part in at least 1 before promos...get more exposure...lol

odac outing

wa...tired!jus came home not long ago...had odac outing...then went for dinner...then had a gd talk under hdb block with friend =] odac outing was rather sian leh...hmm...the highlight was throwing clarance into the sea ba(round 1,2 & 3)...lol...unity...hehe...wa...the skit mati liao...really hope it will turn out ok lor...if not later "leng chang" then finish...game over...haha...fri got odac again...flying fox, and meeting with noordin...sian...tats gonna takes AGES...now i know how come the year 2s like the odac room so much...inside there v nice to slack....haha...and it's a good place to watch the world go by...time really flies...promos coming soon...planning for after promos activity...everyday go out!

i feel v slack...lol...in every aspect =]


why do we fall down?so that we can learn to pick ourselves up and carry on...

the other muscle

went coastal jus now...tot it would rain...luckily didnt..lol...after coastal went to bedok jetty to cool down for a while...hmm...surprisingly after coastal i didnt feel tired leh...not panting hard or out of breath...good sign?maybe?budden again i was goin normal la...so guess not so much strain ba...pulled my other leg the muscle on the way back!sianz...yest was left leg...today right leg -_-" wa the road from nsrcc to the main ecp cycling track v shiok...no lights at all...only moon light!haha...romantic ar...must bring girl....bring who leh?see who wants to go lor =x been a long time since i really sat down @ bedok jetty @ nite and feel the breeze...nice feeling...tomorrow got odac activity...go pasir ris park...dunno to look forward to it or yearn for it to be cancelled somehow...lol...hope it'll be fun la...now start to panic for PW le...hahaha...i like my class...05s15...all 23 of them...they are fun =] i also miss all my old friends...but i hate studying...lol...thur can skip ai hoon lesson...woOt!

we should hav some kind of music playing device or at least working speakers in the odac room...

i wanna upload photos or pictures....but lazy leh...haha

better?NAH

things getting better?no they jus seem to...dun want people to see me whole day dark face so i tryin to put on a happy front in school..bahx...gained some success ba...sigh....tryin to keep myself occupied with other things to aid me in stop thinking about tat thing...i'm gonna try to be a civilised person...no more vulgar languange =)

went cycling jus now...hmm...my timing improved...training la...i want to get back into condition...hmm...hope i can get my new bike up asap...but it would be ready only after promos ba...now collecting the parts...i'm gonna sign odac up for more competitions...haha...cant wait man...tot of forming my own team...haha...inspired by project d...will see how it goes la...damn it la...jus now cycling pulled a muscle...now still can feel the strain...hope it gets better asap

i feel my hasa is like takumi's ae 86...not so gd yet able to perform...hmm...i have feelings for my hasa...served me for 2 yrs plus 3 yrs le...after i change to avalanche i'm gonna hang up the frame =) avalanche is gonna be my new 86...hehe

these few days i've been using nokia 8210...not tat anything happened to my k700...but jus enjoying the simplicity of life...

common tpjc odac...lets go for more competitions and win some silverware back!

worst

this few days i've been trying to drown my pain....goin out with friends and watching anime and sleeping seem to help...but only for a short period of time....whenever i'm alone...i would jus think...and...it's heart breaking...why isst like tat...how come...i've no chance at all...is this a test?or am i jus being a fool...i dunno wat to do...all my mind tells me to do is to cont'd waiting and keep trying...lucky i got friends....although they might not be able to help to tat extend...but they are still able to accompany me...i jus dun wanna be alone...i miss her...so much...i dunno if i still stand a chance....or i'm jus a fool waiting...why isst so cold....why...

waiting

these few days,minutes seemed like hours and hours seemed like days...while days jus seem like months...the dark clouds are still not cleared...i dunno how...but i guess jus pray and hope for the best while nv giving up hope in the process ba...things got better...but then somehow got worst again...then got better again...i dunno wat isst now...better?or worst...these few days i jus dun have the appetite to eat...hungry...but dun feel like eating...winning any match or losing match jus doesnt matter to me anymore...to me there is more impotant thing...something tat i want to hold on to and cherish...something tat is more impt than anything else...something tat would make my life colourful again...my world now is jus black and white...today a ray of light shone thru the dark clouds...giving me hope...jus hope that this ray of light would not be overshadowed by the darkclouds like the previous one.i think ppl dun really talk to me anymore...cos of my dao and sad face ba...i say sorrie...i'm tryin to be more cheerful now...or at least appear more cheerful...and to those who asked about me...thank u for your concern...really help lots...but something else would help more...i pray tat the lord would help me...i believe in miracles...and i dun care about wat gossip people are talking about...i'll prove the gossips untrue...although i almost broke down...but i will hang in there...you too...jus hope everything will turn out fine...and tat the light will over take the dark clouds...