suddenly feel like blogging...but dunno wat to blog...wahahaha..hmm okie lets see...i shall blog about the 4 major regrets of my life
1) Starting amatuer cycling too late...should have started when i was younger...
2) Didnt contribute much during my term as parade commander for npcc
3)Sometimes trying too hard
ahhh...regrets regrets..nvm ba..learn from my mistakes and emerge stronger..lol..some things are easier said then done...i freaking lack discipline and the brains
i will realise my dreams..i will..i jus know i will
i wish i wish i wish...sometimes i jus wish...
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Dreams
dreaming and dreaming and dreaming....i dream of....
going with her on a tour around the world...
one day making it to team spore and represent spore for cycling...
taking my dream route in life...
all jus dreams...do i have the ability or cash or time or luck or talent to do so?i dunno...currently fitness level not there...still schooling...no money...no time...
next time how leh?we'll see ba...
sometimes i wish i can read minds...
sometimes i just hate myself...
going with her on a tour around the world...
one day making it to team spore and represent spore for cycling...
taking my dream route in life...
all jus dreams...do i have the ability or cash or time or luck or talent to do so?i dunno...currently fitness level not there...still schooling...no money...no time...
next time how leh?we'll see ba...
sometimes i wish i can read minds...
sometimes i just hate myself...
Monday, March 20, 2006
2 Star
one word-burnt
17,18,19 march was the 2 star kayaking course for odac..it was quite a breeze and fun..wahahaha..now they say i look indian =S
this time our course was held at changi ssc, which in my opinion is much much nicer than kallang one...the kallang one damn dirty and smelly la!bleahs..this one nicer..water cleaner and no smell also
first day was spent revising 1 star skills..i think abit waste of time lor..if not the course can be like completed in 2 days..so ya..the 1st day was plain boring
day 2 was nicer with the expedition being the first activity..we kayaked from cssc to loyang beach near downtown east there..we lunched there before kayaking back to cssc...the journey back was shiok la..the waves were strong and we went up down up down up down..wahahaha..but no one capsized..abit boring on that part
day 3 was interesting..we were taught 2 star skills and showed some of 3 star skills..i find the eskimo roll and the eskimo bow rescue useful and interesting..hmm..but the instructor wont let us try out eskimo roll..sians...must 3 stars then can..anyways the whole course ended with everyone passing the course(duh)..starting i didnt really like my instructor..but towards the end opinions changed...lol
the 4 star video that was showed to us at the end of the course inspired me...looks damn fun and challenging la...i wanna go take 3 star before i enter army and hope to proceed on to 4 star when i'm out of army...coaching is also on my mind too...hmm..maybe i will go take coaching level 1 soon?see how ba..i want but must see got time anot..imagine being a coach at age 17 or 18..wahahaha!
i think the outdoors is for suited for me...not some boring 9 to 5 office job...i sure slp one la!
bowling comp coming up..cant wait =]
17,18,19 march was the 2 star kayaking course for odac..it was quite a breeze and fun..wahahaha..now they say i look indian =S
this time our course was held at changi ssc, which in my opinion is much much nicer than kallang one...the kallang one damn dirty and smelly la!bleahs..this one nicer..water cleaner and no smell also
first day was spent revising 1 star skills..i think abit waste of time lor..if not the course can be like completed in 2 days..so ya..the 1st day was plain boring
day 2 was nicer with the expedition being the first activity..we kayaked from cssc to loyang beach near downtown east there..we lunched there before kayaking back to cssc...the journey back was shiok la..the waves were strong and we went up down up down up down..wahahaha..but no one capsized..abit boring on that part
day 3 was interesting..we were taught 2 star skills and showed some of 3 star skills..i find the eskimo roll and the eskimo bow rescue useful and interesting..hmm..but the instructor wont let us try out eskimo roll..sians...must 3 stars then can..anyways the whole course ended with everyone passing the course(duh)..starting i didnt really like my instructor..but towards the end opinions changed...lol
the 4 star video that was showed to us at the end of the course inspired me...looks damn fun and challenging la...i wanna go take 3 star before i enter army and hope to proceed on to 4 star when i'm out of army...coaching is also on my mind too...hmm..maybe i will go take coaching level 1 soon?see how ba..i want but must see got time anot..imagine being a coach at age 17 or 18..wahahaha!
i think the outdoors is for suited for me...not some boring 9 to 5 office job...i sure slp one la!
bowling comp coming up..cant wait =]
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Feeling much better
came home and went soccer with kx,alton,joshua,bush and zhi hui...felt better after that...maybe only they keep talking about dota and knowing i'm a dota idiot i naturally get left out when they talk about it...and once they start abit hard to stop...nvm ba...blame it on myself for not picking up the game...lol...anyway thanks to kx for changing the topic...hmm axn imh should have an outing soon...ice skating?i'll be looking forward to that..haa
i felt much better after talking to you on the phone...
time really fly man...holiday gonna be over before we know it...
anyways i miss bowling quite alot...bowling anyone?
i felt much better after talking to you on the phone...
time really fly man...holiday gonna be over before we know it...
anyways i miss bowling quite alot...bowling anyone?
New Skin
claps for the new skin please!
*claps**claps*
wahahaha...finally unveil new skin liao...modified a v basic skin...hmm..nice anot up to you to judge...to me of course nice la..haha..oh ya there's no music...please play your own music!nowadays music pirates easy kenna shoot by gahmen..so better not put music..anyways play your own music also nicer ma..can choose..if not keep listening to same music also sians one hor?
i'm feeling sad...cos she's feeling sad...and to see her like that...i feel so helpless...i dunno what should i do to help her or cheer her up..please i pray that she will be alright..it must be damn bored and sians to lie there whole day...i miss her so badly
ya.sians.
*claps**claps*
wahahaha...finally unveil new skin liao...modified a v basic skin...hmm..nice anot up to you to judge...to me of course nice la..haha..oh ya there's no music...please play your own music!nowadays music pirates easy kenna shoot by gahmen..so better not put music..anyways play your own music also nicer ma..can choose..if not keep listening to same music also sians one hor?
i'm feeling sad...cos she's feeling sad...and to see her like that...i feel so helpless...i dunno what should i do to help her or cheer her up..please i pray that she will be alright..it must be damn bored and sians to lie there whole day...i miss her so badly
ya.sians.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
X Physique
wa...been weeks liao...i still haven blogged it down...19th feb 2006, a sun
it was the day for x physique..before i forget everything,here goes =]
we gathered @ orchard youth park early in the morning and the flag off was @8am. we were given a map and were supposed to plan our 1st 3 stations...it was the matrix.we were supposed to choose 3 stations to visit out of 9.so we ran from youth park to orchard mrt jus to find out that we were too slow and that station was full..we had to cross over to lido there where there was an empty station..after that we jogged down to douby ghaut mrt and went up fort canning for our second station where we played a quiz kind of game..then we jogged to the esplanade area for our 3rd and last matrix station..after that we were supposed to go shaw towers, i knew where it was, but wasnt too sure and wanted to double check with the map...damn it la...shouldnt have double checked...cos by the time we got there,there was already a queue for the abseiling liao...sians...we were stucked there for about 45 min(although we were 8th in queue) before jon and me could have our turn to abseil down...wa..it was once in a lifetime chance la...abseil down shaw towers...at first like nothing leh..budden i looked over the ledge kenna hung tio lor...11 floors leh...but i didnt die la...after the abseil came the bridge jumping part...we had to jog all the way to oasis bridge at kallang there...we took a shortcut by jogging up shears bridge..wahahaha...anyways after jumping down from the bridge we had to swim quite a distance to shore before heading to our next stop,which was near SDBA there...kayaking!i paired with mingsong...we coordinated well and we overtook 3 kayaks..hehe...anyways our path led us from kallang to clark quay via spore river..the river kan dirty lor..bleahs...we refilled our water source and JOGGED to MARINA SOUTH mrt from there...wa lau...can die man...lucky we didnt lose our way..reached there i saw a huge field of bikes(we submitted our bikes the day before). wa lau..i see liao i was like so happy la...chiong straight to the station master and took my bike..felt so good to get on my bike...wahaha..we were supposed to go one round of the marina south circuit...after leaving our bikes behind at where we started, we had to jog again...lucky this time to somewhere nearer...it was a indoor rockwall..i didnt know got indoor rockwall in the middle of city la..cool man..but anyway the wall was like climbing ladder ar..abit the not hard ar...haha..oh ya then we were pacing another group that was diff category from us...but anyways we paced them since jogging to marina south...they reached the rockwall faster then us...then one of their team member said to us with a guai lan voice and a guai lan face "what took you so long to get here" wa we all hear liao really felt to wack him la...but we didnt..we decided to guai lan him back..his team started the rockwall same time as us...all 4 members had to touch the top...first for his team was him...i was first for our side...i touch the top he still 1/4 thru only..next was jon..he came down the fatso was only 1/2 way thru...then zilin went...the fatso was only 3/4 thru...last was ming song...when ming song came down, the fatso haven even touch the top...he was struggling..eventually he DROPPED down...tsk tsk...we 4 members scale the top liao his team haven even 1 person la...go home la..lol..after the rockwall we had to go play this net thingy at some park nearby...that was the last station...we were to head back to the starting point...but we kinda lost our way for the first time...lucky we reached the ending point eventually...our losing way and the delay at the abseiling cost us precious time..we came in 11th out of 24 jc teams and 22nd out of 50 teams overall...abit disappointing ar...but nvm la..we tried our best..it was fun...but had to bring back bicycles from orchard youth park...lucky got kind taxi driver help...i shall thank him here...his name is Rajendran s/o ramasamy and his vehicle no was SH6813P...he damn nice and pro la...stuffed 4 mountain bikes in his taxi...without him i think i would have been stranded at the youth park liao..thank god man
it was the day for x physique..before i forget everything,here goes =]
we gathered @ orchard youth park early in the morning and the flag off was @8am. we were given a map and were supposed to plan our 1st 3 stations...it was the matrix.we were supposed to choose 3 stations to visit out of 9.so we ran from youth park to orchard mrt jus to find out that we were too slow and that station was full..we had to cross over to lido there where there was an empty station..after that we jogged down to douby ghaut mrt and went up fort canning for our second station where we played a quiz kind of game..then we jogged to the esplanade area for our 3rd and last matrix station..after that we were supposed to go shaw towers, i knew where it was, but wasnt too sure and wanted to double check with the map...damn it la...shouldnt have double checked...cos by the time we got there,there was already a queue for the abseiling liao...sians...we were stucked there for about 45 min(although we were 8th in queue) before jon and me could have our turn to abseil down...wa..it was once in a lifetime chance la...abseil down shaw towers...at first like nothing leh..budden i looked over the ledge kenna hung tio lor...11 floors leh...but i didnt die la...after the abseil came the bridge jumping part...we had to jog all the way to oasis bridge at kallang there...we took a shortcut by jogging up shears bridge..wahahaha...anyways after jumping down from the bridge we had to swim quite a distance to shore before heading to our next stop,which was near SDBA there...kayaking!i paired with mingsong...we coordinated well and we overtook 3 kayaks..hehe...anyways our path led us from kallang to clark quay via spore river..the river kan dirty lor..bleahs...we refilled our water source and JOGGED to MARINA SOUTH mrt from there...wa lau...can die man...lucky we didnt lose our way..reached there i saw a huge field of bikes(we submitted our bikes the day before). wa lau..i see liao i was like so happy la...chiong straight to the station master and took my bike..felt so good to get on my bike...wahaha..we were supposed to go one round of the marina south circuit...after leaving our bikes behind at where we started, we had to jog again...lucky this time to somewhere nearer...it was a indoor rockwall..i didnt know got indoor rockwall in the middle of city la..cool man..but anyway the wall was like climbing ladder ar..abit the not hard ar...haha..oh ya then we were pacing another group that was diff category from us...but anyways we paced them since jogging to marina south...they reached the rockwall faster then us...then one of their team member said to us with a guai lan voice and a guai lan face "what took you so long to get here" wa we all hear liao really felt to wack him la...but we didnt..we decided to guai lan him back..his team started the rockwall same time as us...all 4 members had to touch the top...first for his team was him...i was first for our side...i touch the top he still 1/4 thru only..next was jon..he came down the fatso was only 1/2 way thru...then zilin went...the fatso was only 3/4 thru...last was ming song...when ming song came down, the fatso haven even touch the top...he was struggling..eventually he DROPPED down...tsk tsk...we 4 members scale the top liao his team haven even 1 person la...go home la..lol..after the rockwall we had to go play this net thingy at some park nearby...that was the last station...we were to head back to the starting point...but we kinda lost our way for the first time...lucky we reached the ending point eventually...our losing way and the delay at the abseiling cost us precious time..we came in 11th out of 24 jc teams and 22nd out of 50 teams overall...abit disappointing ar...but nvm la..we tried our best..it was fun...but had to bring back bicycles from orchard youth park...lucky got kind taxi driver help...i shall thank him here...his name is Rajendran s/o ramasamy and his vehicle no was SH6813P...he damn nice and pro la...stuffed 4 mountain bikes in his taxi...without him i think i would have been stranded at the youth park liao..thank god man
Thursday, March 02, 2006
...
okie...my headache is better...but now my throat is horrible...i can barely talk now la...there is like a phlgem themepark going on down in my throat la...bleahs...i cant talk!!!!!!!!!argh...and my ulcer is still pain!sigh sigh sigh...BTH!!!!*the silent scream*
hope it heals quick
today GP lecture is on war and terrorism...and guess what?i didnt sleep at all!wahahaha..infact i took down all the notes and even felt a 2 periods lecture conducted by my 'dearest' gp tutor ms yap passed damn fast...hmm...i find war and terrorism very interesting...at the same time...horrible...why are people fighting?is fighting so fun?look at all the lives lost in war...we are all humans...why are we killing each other?we should unite and live in harmony...imagine if one day a alien species comes to invade earth, we then should fight against them, and not among ourselves...there must be other ways to settle disputes...i just feel totally speechless after watching the videos they showed during lecture...sigh
hmm...i dunno why but i jus have a interest for the mysteries of mother nature...i'm sure there are many amazing things in the world we haven discovered...or maybe even outer space...it's like playing a RPG with a nv ending world map with so many hidden secrets...it's jus so interesting
anyone if u happen to chance upon any interesting things about mother nature,like a video or an article...pls show me =]
hope it heals quick
today GP lecture is on war and terrorism...and guess what?i didnt sleep at all!wahahaha..infact i took down all the notes and even felt a 2 periods lecture conducted by my 'dearest' gp tutor ms yap passed damn fast...hmm...i find war and terrorism very interesting...at the same time...horrible...why are people fighting?is fighting so fun?look at all the lives lost in war...we are all humans...why are we killing each other?we should unite and live in harmony...imagine if one day a alien species comes to invade earth, we then should fight against them, and not among ourselves...there must be other ways to settle disputes...i just feel totally speechless after watching the videos they showed during lecture...sigh
hmm...i dunno why but i jus have a interest for the mysteries of mother nature...i'm sure there are many amazing things in the world we haven discovered...or maybe even outer space...it's like playing a RPG with a nv ending world map with so many hidden secrets...it's jus so interesting
anyone if u happen to chance upon any interesting things about mother nature,like a video or an article...pls show me =]
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
bleahs
i'm back to complain! =]
these few days fell sick...wth la..it got worst and worst and worst..heng now recovering liao
special thanks to my dear for taking care of me..without her i think i will still be sick..thanks loads dear!!
today got back chinese..lets jus say i rather not talk about it...it's way below my usual standard...wtf...damn pissed with it la..lucky it wont be counted...hope my A level wont be like that...still remembered last year when i was still a J1 and the previous batch of yr 2s came back to collect their result slips...i saw some of them sitting by the corridor crying...then i swore that 2 years later i dun want to be like them...and hopefully i wont be like them nxt year...time to buck up after i recover!
the stupid lift today in the morning pissed me off too..wth..i staying on 6th floor..the lift took like forever to come..after i got in it, it stopped at EVERY level on it's way down...argh...wonder which idiot pressed the buttons so EARLY in the morning..speaking of that, there are certain penguins that live on the 5th floor zoo, their younglings would during their play time press EVERY SINGLE LEVEL of the lift,causing the lift to stop at EVERY level..i didnt know penguins can press lifts too..sigh
being sick really sucks you know...you can eat the food you like...cant do sports...cant study(not that i want to)..wats worst is that i got 2 stupid ulcers in my mouth thats sending pain thru my body constantly...damn it la...want to eat any food also pain..yest was the extreme la...i jog also can feel slight pain..no joke!
today after school was already pissed..still had to wait for the ntu guy to pass me the receipt for the competitions...i was so freaking sians waiting alone for one hour...argh...at least he was nice to come all the way down to pass it to me...and i really jus dun wish to see my teacher-in-charge's face again...see his face i also sians...sadly thats what i have to do tmr..first thing he's gonna say to me is'alex goh,where is it?'
i dunno whats wrong with myself, recently i dun really talk or keep in touch with old friends anymore..esp those closer ones in sec sch...wat the hell la..i feel so distant from them now..i dunno why also...sigh..how how how...who are my close friends now i dun even know
below was what happened during CME yesterday...conducted by a certain teacher that i dun wish to name.
alex having headache and feeling sick, but he tries to stay awake,and STAYED AWAKE
roy was feeling sleepy, he fell asleep,
teacher saw him sleep
teacher:roy,wake up..you feeling alright anot?if you dun feel well can go home k?
roy wakes up and nods his head
justin sleeps.
teacher saw him sleep:young man!time to wake up!
justin wakes up..and goes back to sleep soon after
IF alex sleeps, this is wat will happen
teacher:alex you better not sleep anymore..if not i will have to call your parents again!
WTF RITE
oh ya...i want to change new skin...but can find a perfect one...where's it?
i also miss natalie...long time nv go out with her liao
sighs...now i look forward to sun...wahahaha!cant wait
these few days fell sick...wth la..it got worst and worst and worst..heng now recovering liao
special thanks to my dear for taking care of me..without her i think i will still be sick..thanks loads dear!!
today got back chinese..lets jus say i rather not talk about it...it's way below my usual standard...wtf...damn pissed with it la..lucky it wont be counted...hope my A level wont be like that...still remembered last year when i was still a J1 and the previous batch of yr 2s came back to collect their result slips...i saw some of them sitting by the corridor crying...then i swore that 2 years later i dun want to be like them...and hopefully i wont be like them nxt year...time to buck up after i recover!
the stupid lift today in the morning pissed me off too..wth..i staying on 6th floor..the lift took like forever to come..after i got in it, it stopped at EVERY level on it's way down...argh...wonder which idiot pressed the buttons so EARLY in the morning..speaking of that, there are certain penguins that live on the 5th floor zoo, their younglings would during their play time press EVERY SINGLE LEVEL of the lift,causing the lift to stop at EVERY level..i didnt know penguins can press lifts too..sigh
being sick really sucks you know...you can eat the food you like...cant do sports...cant study(not that i want to)..wats worst is that i got 2 stupid ulcers in my mouth thats sending pain thru my body constantly...damn it la...want to eat any food also pain..yest was the extreme la...i jog also can feel slight pain..no joke!
today after school was already pissed..still had to wait for the ntu guy to pass me the receipt for the competitions...i was so freaking sians waiting alone for one hour...argh...at least he was nice to come all the way down to pass it to me...and i really jus dun wish to see my teacher-in-charge's face again...see his face i also sians...sadly thats what i have to do tmr..first thing he's gonna say to me is'alex goh,where is it?'
i dunno whats wrong with myself, recently i dun really talk or keep in touch with old friends anymore..esp those closer ones in sec sch...wat the hell la..i feel so distant from them now..i dunno why also...sigh..how how how...who are my close friends now i dun even know
below was what happened during CME yesterday...conducted by a certain teacher that i dun wish to name.
alex having headache and feeling sick, but he tries to stay awake,and STAYED AWAKE
roy was feeling sleepy, he fell asleep,
teacher saw him sleep
teacher:roy,wake up..you feeling alright anot?if you dun feel well can go home k?
roy wakes up and nods his head
justin sleeps.
teacher saw him sleep:young man!time to wake up!
justin wakes up..and goes back to sleep soon after
IF alex sleeps, this is wat will happen
teacher:alex you better not sleep anymore..if not i will have to call your parents again!
WTF RITE
oh ya...i want to change new skin...but can find a perfect one...where's it?
i also miss natalie...long time nv go out with her liao
sighs...now i look forward to sun...wahahaha!cant wait
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