badmintion open

dont really have the mood to blog nor do anything these few days...dun ask me why. jus dont. it's jus as simple as tat.

badmintion open started yest. and my team is now in the finals..not very much my effort..but nvm..guess we get thru as a team..and we're gonna get that cup! i think i'm very lucky to get good teammates most of the time when i go for competitions..without them i think i wont be winning some of my competitions liao

lucky tmr dun have any match..cos i'm feeling so very tired..fri will be the finals

think i'm feeling tired not because of the match? i also dunno la..i feel god has been very good to me so far..budden although he's good to me..i still feel stress and worried? wth la..everyday i'm jus too tired to do anything..maybe it's an excuse..maybe it's not..feel like my life's in a mess, yet feel like my life is not in a mess..bleahs..contradicting right? i know..but that's jus how it seems to me..sometimes i feel like jus escaping to that place far far away and be away from everything..but thats jus a fantasy that shall never come true..cos i know tat there are many things i have to face..suddenly many things seems to be a grey area to me..the world has become very grey

thank goodness i still have you....my dear dear! =]