06 oct 2006

today was the furthest i cycled for the past dunno-how-many-months!cycled to siglap center and met up with kx and nic for dinner.we talked lotsa cock..jus like the old times man.haa. on the way back the haze was freaking bad man. visibility was down to 200m? the burnt smell was horrible and it seemed to get worst by the min. seriously la..i dunno to blame the farmers or pity them. they are forced into clearing land this way as other alternatives are just too ex for them, but the situation is causing their neighbours much trouble.

anyways went for basketball with cx and his friends in the afternoon..supposed to be studying man..but felt bad turning him down. i thought i might feel better after the game, but sad to say i only felt worst. not that my basketball skills were great to start with, but my fitness dropped hell lot. ran around for like 10 mins? and i was panting as though i cycled the whole of costal.wtf. think if i go do other sports i will also suck.haiz.just feel that i can't do anything right or well?wtf


i'm at fault for the state i'm in now. lesson learned. move on. dun make the same mistake.




ya right.easier said than done.this world is just fucked up.

haze.nuclear crisis.terrorism.natural disasters.environment degradation
exams.stress.competition.backstabbing.betrayal.

the world might just end soon man.

i seriously feel that exams change do people. and when u tell people that they have changed because of exams they will just deny it. human relations appear simple but underneath that layer of simplicity lies a complex structure that few can comprehend. there are just so many things in this world that contradict themselves. sometimes i just really dunno who to believe or who to trust or what is right or what is wrong. people might just tell u to follow your heart and believe in wad u believe in. but when something u believed so much in is proven wrong, u just find it hard to regain the confidence to believe in anything again.

face it humans.we are all superficial.including me.


oh well.my headache is acting up again.better go get some rest before it evolves into something really bad