Tuesday, October 31, 2006

31st oct 2006

1 more day. i'm feeling so sians now. although i need all the time i can gather, but i just have no mood to study.now the haze's almost gone i've got nothing to blame 'cept for myself.sighhhh. i want to blog but i don't know what to blog about. this is heading nowhere and i feel 'undead' as paul would describe it.lol

felt so shiok after that shouting and kicking session today. but that effect barely lasted 2 hours. i feel lucky and thankful that i'm given an opportunity to study, unlike the poor kids in those proverty stricken 3rd world countries. maybe i just didnt cherish that chance till it was too late. damn.human nature sucks.we'll always learn to cherish something only when it's gone. the more i read the more contradictions i discover. sometimes, ignorance is really bliss.
i'm missing out on competitions that my dad has been participating in. !@$#@!$@$^$%%#$% i'm also missing out on free $$ by doing paid surveys. omg. can you imagine it? u get money for talking and u just cant betray your conscience to go do it? ahhhhhhh.wth


nvm. it shall be over in 17 days!


i feel like i'm heading into a modern day combat armed with nothing else but a bayonet

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