last week was hell for me..it certainly wasnt fun to reach a temp of 40.2-a new personal record for me!haha.never did i felt so sick before...5 days of hell,for a moment i tot i was gonna get some head damage or become retarded!omg omg..it was jus plain horrible.
many thanks to my mum,who took care of me during this period of time.although you're damn naggy and it gets on my nerves at times,but i know it's for my own good.lol..
thanks to my bunkmates who helped me carry my fieldpack,care for me,etc etc..(my buddy cleaned my rifle for me!)really thanks lots guys.
and to those who asked about my health..thanks too =]
when i was sick nothing seemed to mattered,everything else was meaningless,my whole mind was in a whirl and i couldnt differentiate right from wrong.i'm serious..i felt damn lost and confused.suddenly everything seemed impossible,all your dreams and hopes were like dashed.to sum it up,it wasnt a nice feeling,dont try it.lol
i never knew that a headache would lead to such shit.Zz.
now i just wanna get back my strength as soon as possible,i'm still feeling damn weak.ippt is coming up and i really want to do well for it.
i miss so many things now..
i miss all the nice food!being ill is like having an invisible wall seperating you from the nice food.lol
i miss all my friends! since ns, i haven been able to keep up with alot of them..
i miss tioman!i miss the crystal clear water there,miss the laid back and relax life there!
i miss school!minus all the exams of course..wahaha
i miss outdoor and adventure!
i miss cycling-all the expeditions and adventure!
i miss my health!zZ
and of course..i miss my civilian life.whats new.lol
15 more days to POP! =]
Monday, May 28, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
21 may 2007
fuck la.when you're sick nothing seems to go right for you.screwed up my sit test,lost my phone and i feel like shit from head to toe now.
Monday, May 14, 2007
14 may 2007
when you're from a not-so-well-to-do family,money seem to be the constant problem.
took my bike for a spin just now-felt so liberated,so free!pity i didnt go to the beach..been a long long time since the last time i was there.sigh.
sudden craving for a visit to the airport.dunno why also.haha
love thy tranquility
book in book in.zZ
took my bike for a spin just now-felt so liberated,so free!pity i didnt go to the beach..been a long long time since the last time i was there.sigh.
sudden craving for a visit to the airport.dunno why also.haha
love thy tranquility
book in book in.zZ
Saturday, May 12, 2007
12 may 2007
field camp was horrible.horrible in the sense that i've gotten heat rash and it's damn unsightly!grrr.my throat aint feeling that well either..sians!
in camp the only thing i look forward to is book out day.
but once out, i keep thinking of many things.
and once out, i realised i have nothing to do.
feeling so lost.
this feeling is getting from bad to worst every time i'm out.
THIS FEELING SUCKS!
and i cant book out next week either.
this world sucks.
in camp the only thing i look forward to is book out day.
but once out, i keep thinking of many things.
and once out, i realised i have nothing to do.
feeling so lost.
this feeling is getting from bad to worst every time i'm out.
THIS FEELING SUCKS!
and i cant book out next week either.
this world sucks.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
30th apr 2007
i feel so sian.civilian life's great from the army point of view, but since i booked out, i just feel so empty.i wasnt that excited about booking out,partially due to the mad rush just before book out.we really macham really fought a war after we came back from IFC on fri.we had to wash up,area clean,consume our dinner,clean arms,send arms,pack up and change into smart 4 ready to book out,all within 1 hour plus.
i'm not saying that booking out is not nice,book out day is the only damn thing almost all recurits look forward to.Just that the feeling it gives me is that i'm neither here nor there.chim chim i know.haha
class outing turned out to be gab,hb,roy and i.the rest backed out last min.
met ton and the rest for lan,we just played and barely interacted.
met amanda,kx and some of the rest for dinner but we met for barely a few hours before goin home.
spent the rest of my time catching up on my sleep, watching tv and using the comp at home.
certain people i wanna meet, but unable to do so.sadded.
what a meaningful first bookout eh?zZz
cannot cannot!must remain postive!i must tell myself that i'm fully rested and ready for FIELD CAMP!WOOHOOO!yea right.
tmr gonna meet up with mich and gang for movie!but its gonna be kinda rush since the guys are booking in at night.well,better than nothing i guess.
we all agreed that 'once in our life,2 years of our time' really screws up any guy's life.i miss schooling life! humans really learn to cherish something only when they lose it.tsk tsk.
they say that to be able to function as a soldier,you must first die.
i'm dying.
i'm not saying that booking out is not nice,book out day is the only damn thing almost all recurits look forward to.Just that the feeling it gives me is that i'm neither here nor there.chim chim i know.haha
class outing turned out to be gab,hb,roy and i.the rest backed out last min.
met ton and the rest for lan,we just played and barely interacted.
met amanda,kx and some of the rest for dinner but we met for barely a few hours before goin home.
spent the rest of my time catching up on my sleep, watching tv and using the comp at home.
certain people i wanna meet, but unable to do so.sadded.
what a meaningful first bookout eh?zZz
cannot cannot!must remain postive!i must tell myself that i'm fully rested and ready for FIELD CAMP!WOOHOOO!yea right.
tmr gonna meet up with mich and gang for movie!but its gonna be kinda rush since the guys are booking in at night.well,better than nothing i guess.
we all agreed that 'once in our life,2 years of our time' really screws up any guy's life.i miss schooling life! humans really learn to cherish something only when they lose it.tsk tsk.
they say that to be able to function as a soldier,you must first die.
i'm dying.
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