last week was hell for me..it certainly wasnt fun to reach a temp of 40.2-a new personal record for me!haha.never did i felt so sick before...5 days of hell,for a moment i tot i was gonna get some head damage or become retarded!omg omg..it was jus plain horrible.
many thanks to my mum,who took care of me during this period of time.although you're damn naggy and it gets on my nerves at times,but i know it's for my own good.lol..
thanks to my bunkmates who helped me carry my fieldpack,care for me,etc etc..(my buddy cleaned my rifle for me!)really thanks lots guys.
and to those who asked about my health..thanks too =]
when i was sick nothing seemed to mattered,everything else was meaningless,my whole mind was in a whirl and i couldnt differentiate right from wrong.i'm serious..i felt damn lost and confused.suddenly everything seemed impossible,all your dreams and hopes were like dashed.to sum it up,it wasnt a nice feeling,dont try it.lol
i never knew that a headache would lead to such shit.Zz.
now i just wanna get back my strength as soon as possible,i'm still feeling damn weak.ippt is coming up and i really want to do well for it.
i miss so many things now..
i miss all the nice food!being ill is like having an invisible wall seperating you from the nice food.lol
i miss all my friends! since ns, i haven been able to keep up with alot of them..
i miss tioman!i miss the crystal clear water there,miss the laid back and relax life there!
i miss school!minus all the exams of course..wahaha
i miss outdoor and adventure!
i miss cycling-all the expeditions and adventure!
i miss my health!zZ
and of course..i miss my civilian life.whats new.lol
15 more days to POP! =]
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