i feel so sian.civilian life's great from the army point of view, but since i booked out, i just feel so empty.i wasnt that excited about booking out,partially due to the mad rush just before book out.we really macham really fought a war after we came back from IFC on fri.we had to wash up,area clean,consume our dinner,clean arms,send arms,pack up and change into smart 4 ready to book out,all within 1 hour plus.
i'm not saying that booking out is not nice,book out day is the only damn thing almost all recurits look forward to.Just that the feeling it gives me is that i'm neither here nor there.chim chim i know.haha
class outing turned out to be gab,hb,roy and i.the rest backed out last min.
met ton and the rest for lan,we just played and barely interacted.
met amanda,kx and some of the rest for dinner but we met for barely a few hours before goin home.
spent the rest of my time catching up on my sleep, watching tv and using the comp at home.
certain people i wanna meet, but unable to do so.sadded.
what a meaningful first bookout eh?zZz
cannot cannot!must remain postive!i must tell myself that i'm fully rested and ready for FIELD CAMP!WOOHOOO!yea right.
tmr gonna meet up with mich and gang for movie!but its gonna be kinda rush since the guys are booking in at night.well,better than nothing i guess.
we all agreed that 'once in our life,2 years of our time' really screws up any guy's life.i miss schooling life! humans really learn to cherish something only when they lose it.tsk tsk.
they say that to be able to function as a soldier,you must first die.
i'm dying.
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